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Chapter Three
The Ghost of Christmas Present
Petunia quickly drifted into slumber and, although she couldnÕt be certain of the time, she knew it hadnÕt been long before a jarring noise again disturbed her. This time, the creaking of the stairs caused her eyes to fly open wide, instantly awake though she remained motionless, her hand clenched around her pillow.
She lay stiffly in bed, breathing shallowly and straining her ears in the stillness. Her room appeared unnaturally dark and ominous. There it was again! The stairs kept creaking slowly, steadily. Every time Petunia began to relax and think sheÕd imagined it, theyÕd creak again. Someone was walking with methodical purpose up the stairs.
She sat up in bed as she imagined this intruder reaching DudleyÕs empty bedroom, but the rhythmic steps passed her sonÕs door and continued with slow, steady progress toward her own. Her heart pounded so loudly she was certain the intruder could hear it.
Petunia panted, trying to recall her dream. Lily had visited her. SheÕd uttered some nonsense about Petunia receiving three visitors before the night was out. Could Petunia still be asleep? Was this still part of the same, horridly vivid dream?
The bedroom door flung open wide and a sudden breeze filled the room, fluttering the curtains. Petunia scrunched her eyes against the chill, desperately trying to focus on the empty doorway.
The wind stilled yet no one entered.
ÒWhoÕs there?Ó Petunia hissed, unable to stand the suspense a moment longer. ÒLily, is that you?Ó
The outline of a man – tall, thin, his face hidden in the shadows – filled the doorway, causing Petunia to gasp and clutch at VernonÕs arm. He grunted in his sleep but did not awaken.
ÒHello, Petunia,Ó the oily voice said, caressing the words as he strode into the room. His long black cape fluttered behind him, giving Petunia the distinct impression of an angry bat. She didnÕt know who he was, but there was something oddly familiar about his hooked nose and greasy black hair.
His eyes frightened her. They were deep black, menacing, and she felt as if she could fall right into them and be trapped within her nightmares for a thousand years.
ÒWho are you?Ó she whispered, unable to draw her eyes away from his penetrating stare.
ÒDonÕt you remember me, Tuney?Ó he asked, sneering the long-forgotten nickname. She hadnÕt been called ÔTuneyÕ since LilyÕs death.
Lily! This man was connected with Lily somehow, she was certain of it.
ÒYouÕre trespassing,Ó she said weakly. ÒI want you out of my house.Ó
The man laughed, a cold, hard, bitter sound. ÒAnd what are you going to do about it? Shout the fact that IÕve been spying on you yet again?Ó
His words triggered a memory – a memory of a thin, sallow-skinned boy who used to follow her and Lily around as children. HeÕd always been lurking in corners, watching them, corrupting LilyÕs mind with his evil promises. HeÕd been the harbinger, marking the end of PetuniaÕs relationship with her sister forever.
ÒYou,Ó she whispered, struggling for breath. She recognized him now. His skin was still sallow, and his clothes still hung off him despite his height.
ÒAllow me to reintroduce myself. I am Severus Snape, the Ghost of Christmas Present,Ó he said, his lips twisting as if the words left a sour taste in his mouth.
ÒWhat do you want?Ó Petunia asked, frightened. It wasnÕt just the dreaded magic or the strangeness of the whole situation. This man was dangerous. She could feel it.
ÒI believe your sister informed you of why we are here. Our purpose is to help you save your son,Ó he said coldly.
ÒThereÕs nothing wrong with my son,Ó Petunia snapped. ÒThis is all her doing. SheÕs up to something. IÕd wager itÕs more about her son than mine. ItÕs always about her son when you people interfere with my life – with the lives of my family. What is your connection to him? Why do you want to help him?Ó
The man visibly trembled with rage, and he spat his words without ever moving his lips. ÒThe boy is nothing to me – but he is everything to her. If I can reclaim some small measure of her approval by helping her son, so be it. It suits my needs in the end.Ó
ÒSo it is about her son!Ó Petunia crowed triumphantly.
ÒIt is about both your sons,Ó he replied.
PetuniaÕs eyes narrowed calculatingly. ÒYouÕre doing this for her. You fancy her. I knew it! I always knew it.Ó
Snape menacingly took a step forward, causing Petunia to shrink back against the headboard. ÒIt matters little whether I ever fancied her or not. WhatÕs done is done and cannot be changed. There is still a chance for the future, however. If you want to save your own son, I suggest you come with me.Ó
ÒIÕm not going anywhere with you,Ó Petunia spat, trembling.
ÒSo be it. I can at least tell Lily that I tried,Ó he said before turning away and moving back toward the open door.
She stared blankly at his retreating back. ÒYouÕre just going to leave?Ó Petunia asked, stunned.
Snape stopped, glancing back over his shoulder. ÒIÕm certainly not going to waste my time arguing with you. If you donÕt care what happens to your son, what concern is it of mine?Ó
ÒDonÕt you dare presume to know me or my son. IÕd do anything for him!Ó Petunia said, anger bubbling in her chest. How dare this man insinuate she didnÕt care about Dudley?
ÒAnd yet youÕd prefer to stay safe in the comfort of your own bed rather than come with me to offer him aid. Your sister stood against evil-incarnate and died for her child,Ó Snape said softly.
ÒDonÕt compare me to my sister! I would never have left my Dudders alone,Ó Petunia screeched.
ÒPerhaps she didnÕt feel she was leaving him alone. Perhaps sheÕd expected her family would care for him as sheÕd have done,Ó Snape replied silkily.
Petunia curled her hand back and aimed a stinging slap at the jeering face. Before her hand connected with his pale skin, however, her world once again shifted and she was awash in blinding lights and color, whirling around her along with the anger pumping in her veins.
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ÒWhere are we?Ó Petunia demanded the instant the world stopped spinning. She roughly pulled her hand away from SnapeÕs and stepped toward the wall, wanting to put as much space as possible between her and the cold man.
ÒI believe the name of the school is Smeltings,Ó Snape replied, his lip curling. He pulled on what looked like a pair of black leather gloves, staring with disdain at the walls surrounding him.
Once Petunia got her bearings, she realized he was right. She recognized the dormitory at Smeltings. SheÕd always hated that abstract painting that hung in the lower common room. Sitting on a small sofa beneath the horrid painting was her Dudley, his hands clasped tightly around those of a brunette girl with pretty, wide blue eyes set in a rather plain face.
ÒDudley,Ó Petunia said uncertainly, taking a step toward her son.
ÒHe canÕt hear you,Ó Snape informed her coldly. ÒWeÕre merely spectators to the teenage melodrama.Ó
ÒWho is that girl?Ó Petunia wailed, watching her Diddy gently swipe a tear away from the girlÕs cheek. SheÕd never seen her son act so gently with anyone, and it stirred both alarm and curiosity within her soul.
Snape didnÕt answer but remained perfectly still, staring with distaste at the scene before them. Huffing with exasperation, Petunia moved closer in order to hear. She sank down on a chair opposite the young couple, watching Dudley stroke the girlÕs hands with his finger. Christmas lights twinkled on a tree next to the sofa where they sat, illuminating their faces in reds and greens.
Petunia felt as if she was intruding on a very private moment, but she couldnÕt draw her eyes away. Dudley was normally so exuberant. It shocked her to the core to see him this way. She knew heÕd changed during their time in hiding. HeÕd spent a lot of time with that Hestia Jones woman, despite PetuniaÕs complaints. She wondered if Hestia knew anything about this girl. The thought stabbed at PetuniaÕs heart.
ÒDonÕt cry, Dee,Ó Dudley said. ÒItÕll only be a fortnight, and weÕll be back here again. We can celebrate our own Christmas. WeÕll still have a present to open after itÕs over.Ó
ÒI wanted my parents to meet you,Ó the girl said, sniffling. ÒI know theyÕd like you.Ó
Dudley raised his eyes to the ceiling, looking positively miserable. ÒIÕd like to meet them, too.Ó
ÒThen why wonÕt you come?Ó the brunette girl wailed.
ÒI havenÕt seen my parents since September, Deidre. I know you havenÕt seen yours either,Ó he said, raising his hands defensively when she opened her mouth to protest. ÒMy folks had a hard time last year. We had a lot going on withÉwith my cousin. They just want to see me. IÕm the only one they have, you know?Ó
ÒBut IÕm not trying to keep you away from them. IÕd like to meet your family, too. I want to see where you grew up,Ó Deidre said, sniffling again.
ÒAnd you will,Ó Dudley said fervently, again wiping the tears from her cheeks. ÒYou will meet them, I promise – just not yet. IÕll tell them all about you this trip, then you can meet them over the summer holidays.Ó
ÒDo you think theyÕll like me?Ó Deidre asked, raising her watery eyes uncertainly.
Dudley averted his eyes, running a hand through his hair. ÒEveryone likes you, Dee. My dad will come around first – heÕll love your dadÕs car. My mumÉshe sometimes has a hard time realizing IÕm grown up. IÕm her only son.Ó
ÒSo youÕve said – but if she loves you so much, she must want you to be happy, right?Ó Deidre asked.
ÒI know she wants me to be happy,Ó Dudley said, but his tone was unconvincing.
ÒHow can he not know I want the best for him?Ó Petunia whispered, affronted.
ÒHe knows you want what you believe is best for him,Ó Snape replied, causing Petunia to jump. She hadnÕt even noticed when heÕd moved to tower above her. ÒHeÕs just no longer convinced that what you feel is best is actually right.Ó
ÒI want whatÕs best for him,Ó Petunia replied indignantly.
ÒAnd yet you decided this girl was wrong for him without ever meeting her,Ó Snape replied.
Petunia sniffed, turning her head. She supposed Deidre looked respectable, and she appeared to care for Dudley. Then again, Dudley was easy to care about.
ÒHe also appears to care for her,Ó Snape said, interrupting her thoughts. He wrinkled his nose as if the whole conversation was distasteful.
ÒWill you write to me?Ó Deidre asked, her blue eyes pleading.
Dudley shuffled his feet. ÒIÕll try. You know IÕm not good at letter writing. IÕll call you though – every night.Ó
ÒPromise?Ó
ÒI promise. IÕll miss you, Dee,Ó Dudley said, gently pulling on a strand of her hair.
ÒIÕll miss you, too,Ó Deidre said, snuggling inside his arms.
ÒI think itÕs time for us to go,Ó Snape said.
Petunia wanted to argue. She wanted to hear more. She was fascinated by this conversation. She wanted to know more about this girl with whom her son was obviously so taken. How could this have happened without her notice?
Before she had time to protest, the scene had shifted again and Petunia found herself inside a ramshackle house with mismatched furniture. A long, wooden table stood in the kitchen laden with enough food to feed a small army. Petunia was startled to realize the pots on the stove were stirring themselves and knives flew fast and furious on the counter without aid, slicing vegetables and piling them into a container.
It was obviously a house that belonged to one of those people, and Petunia instantly wanted to leave. This had nothing to do with her, and she didnÕt want to be involved. She wanted to go back and see Dudley. She irritably folded her arms across her chest.
ÒWhy are we here?Ó Petunia snapped, glancing at Snape from the corner of her eye. She was startled to realize his expression matched the level of annoyance that Petunia felt.
ÒIf IÕm not mistaken, weÕre in the home of the Weasley family. Potter is never far from one of them,Ó Snape replied, sneering.
ÒMu-um, where are the extra fairy lights? TheyÕre not in the attic,Ó a young man yelled, bounding into the kitchen and jerking his head irritably. He was very tall with a long nose, a shock of red hair, and appeared to be around DudleyÕs age. Petunia knew sheÕd seen him several times at the train station.
ÒI told you, Ron, theyÕre in the attic underneath the box with the green bow on top. Now hurry up and get it. I want those lights up straightaway,Ó a dumpy little woman said, striding into the kitchen wagging her finger at the tall young man.
Petunia had seen this woman before, too, and knew she had an indecent number of red-haired children. There was a set of twins whoÕd once tried to kill her Dudders by strangling him with his own tongue. Petunia despised this family.
ÒI donÕt see what the big rush is,Ó Ron replied, grumbling as he turned back up the stairs.
ÒI want the decorations finished when your sister gets home. YouÕve only got a few minutes, so donÕt lollygag,Ó the woman said, bustling about her kitchen and moving pots and pans around with her wand.
ÒHow come Harry got to go and pick her up while I had to stay behind and do all this work?Ó Ron asked, frowning.
ÒBecause I imagine they wanted a few minutes to share a smooch without you breathing down their necks,Ó the woman snapped. ÒNow go get the fairy lights.Ó
RonÕs face puckered. ÒEww – did you have to go and put that image in my head? Now IÕll never be able to eat my supper.Ó
ÒAs if that would ever happen,Ó the woman muttered, continuing to stir her pot.
Moments later, the kitchen door swung open and PetuniaÕs nephew entered arm-in-arm with an attractive red-haired girl. She beamed up at him adoringly, and his eyes sparkled with that same light Petunia had always remembered in her sister.
Funny, even though sheÕd always found his eyes so disturbingly similar, sheÕd never remembered seeing them shine in quite the same way as a child.
ÒWeÕre here,Ó the girl shouted, grinning at Harry mischievously.
ÒGinny! Harry! YouÕre home already,Ó the pudgy woman bellowed, embracing both of them in a massive hug. ÒAnd weÕre not quite ready yet.Ó
ÒThe savior arrives,Ó Snape muttered dryly under his breath.
Petunia glanced at him, reading his total distaste for the situation and his unmasked disdain for her nephew. She began to feel the first affinity for the man since his arrival.
The room suddenly filled with red-haired people, all beaming and greeting the new arrivals. They hugged the girl and slapped her nephew on the back as if he were one of their own.
ÒWelcome home, squirt,Ó a tall man with a disgusting ponytail and earring said, hugging the girl.
ÒItÕs good to be home,Ó she replied, sharing a secretive smile with Harry.
ÒItÕs good that we can all be together,Ó the man with the ponytail said.
ÒGeorge,Ó Ginny cried moving to hug another one of her brothers. ÒItÕs good to see you.Ó
It took a moment before Petunia realized she was speaking with one of those horrid twins. He looked different, however – much more somber than Petunia remembered. She didnÕt notice where the other twin was and kept looking warily around the room.
ÒIÕm glad youÕre home,Ó George replied. ÒMind, I really donÕt want to see anything you and Harry get up to – holiday or not.Ó
Ginny smiled, her eyes bright and seeking out Harry across the room.
Her nephewÕs teeth flashed as his grin widened. He pulled her trunk into the back room and deposited it at the foot of the stairs. Petunia was struck by how much heÕd grown since sheÕd last seen him, and she didnÕt mean physically. He carried himself with the air of a man accustomed to being in charge. He had a quiet confidence that sheÕd never remembered seeing.
ÒArrogant, isnÕt he?Ó Snape sneered. ÒJust like his father.Ó
Although sheÕd vainly tried to block her memories of him through the years, Petunia did remember HarryÕs father – and arrogant was the perfect way to describe him. She wasnÕt certain if that fit her nephew, however. SheÕd never seen him as arrogant. Rude, sloppy and ungrateful, but never arrogant.
PetuniaÕs grin widened. She felt delighted, as if sheÕd just stumbled upon a long-held secret. Snape was jealous of LilyÕs husband! Of course he would be, if heÕd fancied her sister.
ÒI donÕt remember James as being arrogant,Ó she said, blatantly lying to wind him up. ÒHe certainly worshipped my sister.Ó
Snape scowled, his face darkening dangerously. ÒShe never saw through him.Ó
ÒPerhaps it was you who never saw things clearly,Ó Petunia replied, giddy with finally having the upper hand.
ÒYour nephew appears very happy,Ó Snape said, his tone clipped. ÒMuch happier than the way we left your son.Ó
PetuniaÕs spirits plummeted again. Her nephew did appear much happier than her son had – something Petunia had fought against happening throughout their entire lives. How could it have turned out this way? Where had she gone wrong?
ÒAll right, Harry?Ó a muscular young man with more freckles than should be allowed called over to him.
ÒNever better,Ó Harry replied, swiping at some fairy lights that his tall friend dumped on his head as he returned from the attic.
ÒGot the lights, Mum,Ó he called, shoving Harry with his hip. ÒBudge over, you lovesick sod.Ó
Harry grinned but didnÕt deny it. His eyes sought out the girl standing across the room. She was deep in conversation with her parents but she appeared to sense his gaze. She turned her head toward him, her eyes sparkling as she mouthed, ÒHappy Christmas.Ó
ÒHappy Christmas, Ginny,Ó he whispered, alight with happiness.
ÒAll right. I think weÕre ready to eat,Ó the mother said.
ÒAbout time. IÕm starving,Ó HarryÕs tall friend said, forgetting his former loss of appetite and sinking into a chair.
The warm kitchen disappeared and Petunia was suddenly back in her own, cold bed. She pulled the bedcovers around her, shivering, a deep sense of emptiness and loss filling her belly. Slowly, she sunk back into her pillows, muffling her face to hide the tears that refused to be suppressed.
A/N: Hello everybody! Thanks for the warm welcome. I had a blast writing this short story, so I hope it shows. Several of you expressed hope that Snape would be included. As most of you know, heÕs not one of my favorites, so I hope you feel I did him justice here. Christmas Future coming up nextÉ