Disclaimer: I own nothing; it all belongs to J.K.Rowling.  IÕm just borrowing the characters to play with for a while. This is for pleasure only, no profit is being made, and no copyright infringement is intended.

 

 

Chapter Three

Broken Wings

 

 

Did you know?

- that those who spend their time protecting others

are the ones that really need someone to protect them?

                  - Author Unknown

 

Harry and Dudley watched the Weasleys until they were out of sight before turning to enter the house.  The camaraderie of the afternoon faded fast, and a tense, awkward silence fell between them.  They reverted to their old familiar roles and regarded each other with distrust.  Harry felt that he didnÕt need any help getting to his room, and he wasnÕt entirely certain Dudley would really help him if he needed it, anyway.  More likely, heÕd either let him fall or push him down the stairs himself.

It was very strange having spent the afternoon with Dudley and the Weasleys.  His two worlds had never willingly done anything together before this.  It was the best time he and Dudley had ever spent together.  It made Harry wonder, if Aunt Petunia and Uncle Vernon hadnÕt been so opposed to magic, if he and Dudley could have grown up as friends.  He shook his head, silently berating himself, DumbledoreÕs words filling his mind, Ôbest not to dwell on dreams.Õ He wasnÕt certain what to make of DudleyÕs new attitude, but he could see how BillÕs tricks on his parents would amuse Dudley, who had spent a lifetime tormenting others. 

Harry had reached the top of the stairs when a wave of dizziness overtook him.  He blanched while groping for the railing and would have fallen if Dudley hadnÕt grabbed him from behind.  He stiffened in his cousinÕs hold, but grudgingly accepted that he did need the assistance. He gritted his teeth as he allowed Dudley to steer him to his room.

Dudley helped him to his bed, where he sank gratefully into the soft fluffiness of the feather mattress.  Bill really had done a nice job with his room; Aunt Petunia be damned.   ÒThanks,Ó he muttered to his cousin.

After laying Harry down, Dudley didnÕt rush from the room like he usually did.  He stood still in the center, looking around and inspecting all the changes.  He stuck out his hand and touched the rich material of the comforter on HarryÕs bed.  ÒWhere did the other stuff go?Ó he finally asked.

Harry shrugged.  ÒThis is all the same stuff; itÕs just been transfigured into something else.Ó

Dudley knitted his brow, seeming to consider this carefully; it looked like it was a lot of work for him.  Harry was surprised he hadnÕt already bolted from the room.  ÒThat girl – GinnyÉÓ Dudley finally said.

Harry tensed his shoulders.  ÒWhat about her?Ó

ÒShe was the one kissing you at KingÕs Cross station.  Is she your girlfriend?Ó

ÒYeah.Ó  Harry couldnÕt wrap his mind around the fact that he was having this conversation with Dudley; he was braced, waiting for the insults.

ÒAnd sheÕs your best mateÕs sister?Ó

Harry knew there was a point in there somewhere, but, as yet, couldnÕt make the connection.  He was oddly reminded of trying to hold a conversation with Crabbe or Goyle.  ÒYeah,Ó he answered.  ÒRonÕs been my friend since first year; I met both him and Ginny on the platform before we caught the train.  GinnyÕs in the year behind us.Ó

Dudley seemed to dismiss the added information and kept on with his line of questioning.  ÒSo, how did you end up dating her?Ó

How had he ended up dating Ginny?  He didnÕt think he really wanted to talk to Dudley long enough to explain that.  ÒI dunno; it was a long time in coming, I suppose.  There was a dance last year at school, and I asked her; weÕve been together ever since,Ó he said simply.  He felt guilty about talking about Ginny in such simple terms; she meant so much more to him than that.  She was his friend, his confidant, his lifeline, really.  He never would have survived the past year without her; she gave him a reason to expect more from his own life.  How was he supposed to relay that to anyone else, never mind to Dudley?

Dudley pulled out the chair to HarryÕs desk and sat down, resting his elbows on his knees and leaning in closer to Harry, who had propped his pillows against the headboard of his bed.  ÒWas Ron mad?Ó Dudley questioned, holding his breath, waiting for the answer.

HarryÕs eyes widened in surprise.  ÒRon?  Nah, I think heÕd been pushing for it in his own way for a while.  I was just too thick to pick up on it.  GinnyÕs whole family has been very good to me.Ó

The air seemed to deflate out of Dudley, and his head sunk nearly to his knees.

ÒWhatÕs going on, Dudley?  How come youÕre asking me all this?Ó  Harry asked, not able to let go of his suspicion.

Dudley sighed and locked his beady eyes on Harry.  ÒThereÕs this girl,Ó he muttered.  ÒSheÕsÉdifferent.Ó

Harry smiled.  This was rich – his bully of a cousin was coming to him with his romantic troubles.  No one had ever mistaken Harry as having a way with the ladies.  Still, Dudley was obviously having a problem, and he wasnÕt trying to blame Harry for it, which was a nice change.  ÒOkay, soÉdoes she like you, too, then?Ó he asked.

Dudley scowled, lifting his shoulders back up and narrowing his eyes menacingly.  ÒI never said I liked her.Ó

ÒDud, come on, you wouldnÕt be sitting here talking about her with me if you didnÕt like her.Ó

Dudley deflated again.  ÒYeah,Ó he sighed.  ÒI think she likes me, too.  ThatÕs the problem.Ó

Harry was confused.  ÒWhy?Ó

Dudley narrowed his eyes again, looking Harry up and down appraisingly.  ÒWhy should I tell you?Ó

Harry rolled his eyes.  ÒDudley, youÕre the one in my room, bringing it up.  Who is she?Ó he asked, trying to distract his obviously agitated cousin.

Dudley pursed his lips.  ÒHer name is VeronicaÉPolkiss,Ó he sighed.

An image of a little girl with pigtails and a prominent overbite arose in HarryÕs mind.  ÒPiersÕs sister?Ó he asked, remembering the trip heÕd taken to the zoo with Dudley and Piers before his first year at Hogwarts.

ÒRight in one,Ó Dudley groaned.  ÒOnly, he hasnÕt been pushing for us at all.  In fact, he told me point blank not to think about it.Ó

Harry covered a snicker.  He remembered Piers as a scrawny kid resembling a rat who always followed Dudley around, doing his bidding.  He wondered how Piers had changed.

ÒIs she worth it?Ó Harry asked his cousin.

ÒWhat?Ó

ÒIs she worth perhaps getting into a row with your mate over?  If you make Veronica happy and do nothing to hurt her, Piers should come around.Ó

Dudley thought about it for a minute, but he didnÕt answer.  He got up, leaving the chair in the middle of the room.  ÒNight, Harry.Ó

Harry watched him leave, feeling slightly disappointed that Dudley hadnÕt answered.  It was nearly dinnertime, but he figured Dobby would wake him to take his potions, and he could ask him for something to eat.  With that thought, Harry snuggled down under the covers and easily fell asleep, unprepared for his dream-plagued night.

 

Harry found himself in a darkened corridor.  It was cold, and, although there was no light, he knew he wasnÕt alone.  There was something hidden in the dark with him.  His heart began pounding in his chest, and he started to move quickly down the corridor.  His chest was tight, and he could hear a faint rustling behind him.  He picked up speed and was soon sprinting as fast as his legs would carry him.  He could hear the deep, rattling breath now.  Dementors!  There were Dementors here.  He felt the chill and forced his legs to go faster, the panic beginning to overtake him.  Suddenly, Hermione was with him, but her eyes were vacant as she walked beside him.  He was running as fast as he could and breathing heavily, yet she continued her easy pace and stayed with him.  She never once acknowledged his presence.

ÒHermione,Ó he yelled, but no trace of recognition flashed in her eyes.  Her expression was soÉempty, so unlike Hermione.  The Dementor was close now.

ÒCrucio,Ó Harry heard the curse but didnÕt see who had aimed it at him.  The flicker of stark, white mask appeared in the corner.  He ducked and rolled on the ground, stopping only when his body collided painfully with something in his path.

ÒRon,Ó he yelled, realizing it was his friend who lay spread-eagled on the floor.  Ron had the same, vacant expression as Hermione, who was now nowhere to be found.  ÒRon,Ó he yelled again, shaking his friendÕs shoulders.  He could hear the rattling breath of the Dementor despite his own ragged breathing.

ÒCrucio,Ó he heard again, and he spun around towards the voice.  There was no one there.  He had to get out, had to get away.  The walls were closing in, and he was trapped.  Fighting against the helplessness, he turned back to Ron, but his friend was gone.  He had to get out of here.

The sound of JonathanÕs voice filled the darkness as Harry tried to run faster than his legs would carry him.  ÒThink of your loved ones, Harry, quickly, before you kill them all, and there is no one left.Ó

He slammed his hands over his earsÉhe didnÕt want to hear thisÉhe wouldnÕt listen, and it would all go away.  He could see someone in the distance, and he stopped short, noticing the flickering, red eyes.  He didnÕt want to go that way, but suddenly he couldnÕt stop his body from moving in that direction.  Hands appeared from the wall, pushing him, grabbing him and forcing him forward, towards the red eyes.

ÒNooo,Ó Harry moaned, fighting desperately to try and get away.  He was pushed past Ginny, who was sitting in a chair, her eyes staring vacantly ahead.

ÒGinny,Ó he cried, Òhelp me.Ó

She didnÕt move, never even acknowledged he was there as the hands continued to force him down the corridor.  He was panicked now, bile rising in his throat.

ÒNo, stop,Ó he pleaded.  ÒPlease stop.  Ginny.  Ginny!Ó

 

ÒHarry, wake up.  Come on, Harry, wake up now.  ItÕs just a dream, luv.Ó

Harry opened his eyes in a panic and pulled away from whomever was shaking him.  He scooted away and drew his knees up to huddle in the corner.  His heart beat a furious rhythm in his chest, and he was panting, trying to refill his lungs as his body trembled uncontrollably.  Panic seemed to overwhelm him as his mind flashed on a cold, closed-in space that he equated with complete helplessness.  No!  DonÕt think about that The light, where is the light?  I need the light.

ÒTake it easy, Harry.  IÕm right here; youÕre not alone.Ó

Harry clenched his eyes shut tight, fighting back the memories the dream inspired.  The room was bright, the light was on, and he was okay.  He felt gentle fingertips caressing his head, and he instantly recognized who was with him.  At last, looking up into GinnyÕs concerned brown eyes, he leaned his head towards her, and she cautiously moved onto the bed next to him. She continued whispering soothing words as she settled herself next to him.

ÒGinny,Ó he finally choked out.  ÒWhat are you doing here?Ó

She removed her hand from his hair and leaned over to look in his eyes.  ÒI told you yesterday that IÕd be back in the morning; I just got an early start.  Are you all right?  That sounded like a bad one.Ó

HarryÕs body was still trembling, but it was becoming more manageable.  He lifted her hand and placed it back in his hair as he leaned towards her.  ÒIÕm fine,Ó he mumbled, breathing deeply and settling his head on her lap, enjoying the warmth from her body.

Ginny lay with him quietly for several moments, continuing to stroke her fingers through his hair.  In their few months together, sheÕd offered him more human contact than heÕd ever experienced in his entire life prior to being with her.  Now that he had it, he never wanted her to stop and found himself longing for her gentle caresses.

ÒYou have the most beautiful eyelashes,Ó Ginny whispered, causing his eyes to fling open wide.

ÒWhat?Ó he asked.

ÒI love your eyelashes; theyÕre so long and beautiful,Ó she replied.

Harry felt nettled by this statement, but wasnÕt certain why – his eyelashes were most certainly not beautiful.  How in the world could eyelashes be beautiful, anyway?  ÒWhere is Bill?Ó he asked, not even realizing sheÕd successfully sidetracked him from dwelling on his dream.

ÒHe wasnÕt up yet when I got to Mrs. FiggÕs house.  I left a message for him to meet us here.Ó

ÒSoÉweÕre alone here?Ó Harry asked, holding his breath hopefully.  All day yesterday heÕd wanted nothing more than to get to talk to her alone, but having her alone here in his bedroom was just too good an opportunity to pass up.

ÒWhy, Mr. Potter,Ó she said, grinning as he sat up to look in her face.  ÒWhy do I think your thoughts have become rather impure?Ó

Harry blinked in mock innocence.  ÒI canÕt imagine,Ó he replied before pressing his lips to hers and softly running his tongue along her bottom lip.

Ginny wound her arms around his neck and pulled him tightly against her.  She eagerly responded to his kisses and met his tongue with her own.  His hands ran along the soft skin of her arms, and the fact that she was wearing only shorts and a T-shirt overrode all other thoughts in his mind.  His kisses became more urgent and intense as he tugged her down to lie alongside him.  Her ardor matched his own, and her hands caressed his bare chest.  The heat from her touch startled him; he hadnÕt even registered the fact that he was only wearing his pajama bottoms.  The idea seemed almost indecent, yet excited him at the same time. 

He wrapped his hands in her silky hair, letting the long tendrils pull through his fingertips.  It was so beautiful and sinfully soft; there was something amazingly sensual about the feel of it on his bare skin.  He wanted to think about her and only her, and not the nightmarish images threatening to overtake his consciousness.

Harry continued letting his hands explore and felt butterflies in his stomach as he reached the curve of her hip.  He knew he should stop and slow things down, but he really didnÕt want to slow down.  Talking about whatever it was heÕd wanted to talk to her about no longer seemed very important.  He began to kiss her more urgently, wanting her as close to him as she could be.

ÒHarry.Ó It was Ginny who pulled back first and planted the palms of her hand firmly on his chest.  She was panting heavily, and her lips were swollen with passion.  ÒWe need to slow this down.Ó

Harry took several deep breaths and struggled to get his own body and raging hormones back under control.  Ginny was looking at him with a worried expression.

ÒHonestly, Harry, IÕm glad youÕre so happy to see me, but I can tell youÕre not all right.  I think you might be using me to block out some things you donÕt want to think about.Ó  The color was high on GinnyÕs cheeks as she jerkily adjusted her shirt.

Her words were like an ice cold shower and caused his ire to rise sharply.  ÒWell, excuse me for getting excited by waking up to find you in my bed

ÒDonÕt get snarky with me, Harry.  The only reason I was in your bed was that I walked in to find you screaming your lungs out.Ó

HarryÕs anger was deflated by her words.  HeÕd been screaming again; heÕd have to remember to ask Bill to reinforce the Silencing Charm on his room before it wore off, and he woke the Dursleys.

ÒHarry,Ó Ginny said softly, ÒI think you need to talk about whatÕs been going on around here.Ó

ÒWhat is it with girls and talking?Ó he asked grumpily, settling his head back on her lap.

She smiled and ignored his pouting.  ÒNo one said we couldnÕt both talk a bit and kiss a bit at the same time.Ó

He tried to stop the grin but failed, his agitation dissipating as she resumed running her fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck.

ÒHas your uncle been treating you all right?Ó she asked gently.

Although her query made him uncomfortable, her presence was soothing, and he found he didnÕt mind talking to her about this as much as he did with other people.  ÒHe hasnÕt been around much.  I think heÕs trying to avoid the whole situation.Ó

ÒI didnÕt like seeing that cupboard yesterday. It made it all so much more real for me.  I hate that youÕve had to live like this for so long,Ó she said in a very small voice, leaning over and kissing his forehead.  ÒDid they always keep those locks on the door?Ó

Harry thought about it for a minute, trying to remember.  ÒI think so.  The first time I remember getting locked in there happened one night during a thunderstorm.  I was four or five, and for some reason the thunder scared me, stupid, really.  I ran up the stairs and lay down on the floor in their room, but I fell asleep.  When Uncle Vernon got up for work in the morning, he tripped over me and fell on the floor.  He was furious.  He threw me in the cupboard and didnÕt let me out for a few days.  I donÕt know why I always ran to their room, I was never allowed in.  It was only thunder; I was just being stupid.Ó

ÒA lot of little kids are afraid of the thunder, Harry,Ó she said in a very strained voice.

He was stunned.  ÒThey are?  But why?  It canÕt hurt you.Ó

Ginny wore a pained expression.  ÒWhat do you mean, you always ran to their room?Ó

He shrugged, unsure why he was telling her all this.  She seemed so eager to hear it, and if he told her about the past, she wasnÕt asking any questions about how he was feeling in the present.  ÒNightmares arenÕt a new thing with me; IÕve always been prone to them.  When I was little, I had them a lot, usually involving a lot of green light, but I didnÕt know what that meant at the time.  After I had them, I used to try and sneak in their room; I donÕt know why.  Usually, they just sent me right back.  After that thunderstorm, Uncle Vernon put the locks on the door, and they used them at night.Ó

ÒSo, what happened when you had a nightmare after that?Ó

He shrugged again.  ÒThey went away eventuallyÉuntil I went to Hogwarts,Ó he said, remembering terrified tears and banging on the cupboard door, begging to be let out.  He never was.

ÒIÕm sorry, Harry.Ó

He glanced sharply at her face, noting the trace of pity there and wanting none of it.  His back stiffened as he said, ÒIt was a long time ago.Ó

Ginny must have felt the response of his body, because she dropped the line of questioning.  ÒBill is coming over later to fix your auntÕs garden; that should get her off your back for a while.Ó

ÒYeah.  What do you think heÕs planning next?Ó he asked, feeling rather apprehensive.

ÒIÕm going to keep an eye on it, Harry, but you need to do your part, as well.  If things are bad here, or worse than usual, anyway, you need to let us know.  Bill would have stopped long ago if he knew how hard he was making it on you.Ó

Harry had become distracted by the lovely curve of her face as she scolded him.  She wasnÕt shouting, so it wasnÕt difficult to tune out her words and focus on the prettiness of her face.  She really was beautiful, and he wondered for the thousandth time what she saw in him.

As if noticing he wasnÕt paying attention, Ginny grabbed his chin and forced him to look directly at her.  ÒExactly where are you, Mr. Potter?Ó

He reached out and lifted up a stray lock of her hair.  ÒI was just thinking how pretty you looked.Ó

Ginny seemed taken aback by that statement.  Her mouth opened and closed several times, but no sound came out.

He grinned and pulled her into another heated kiss.  She didnÕt pull back this time, but, instead, darted her own tongue out to force his lips apart.  He gave in to the intensity yet again, and let his hand roam over the light cotton of her T-shirt.  He heard her gasp as he reached the soft swell of her breast, but she didnÕt tell him to stop, and he felt a thrill within his chest at the forbidden exploration.

A male voice from downstairs caused them to spring apart instantly.  ÒBill,Ó Ginny hissed as Harry stared helplessly at his rather obvious state of arousal.

Damn, she has too many brothers!

ÒIÕll be in the shower,Ó he mumbled, sprinting from the room and leaving Ginny to straighten the very rumpled bedcovers.

ÒCoward,Ó he heard her chuckle to his retreating back.

 

When he returned to his room after his shower, Ginny was still there, sitting at the desk and flipping through one of the ancient books of Old Magic.  SheÕd tidied up for him and was swinging her leg impatiently.

ÒWhat took you so long?Ó she demanded, not looking up from the book.  Despite the fact her hair was covering her face, he could swear she was smirking.

Harry turned to put his things away, a slight blush staining his cheeks.  ÒErÉsorry, justÉneeded help waking up.Ó  He leaned over to look at what she was reading and tried to change the subject.  ÒWhere is Bill?Ó

ÒHeÕs out in the yard fixing it up.  I said IÕd bring you down when you were ready.  Dobby left your breakfast and some potions for you to take.Ó

Harry gulped the potions and grabbed some toast before they headed outside.  Even though the heat at the early hour was already stifling, he shared a very pleasant day with Ginny.  Bill had to go back to Grimmauld Place, so he left them on their own.  They spent some time at the park and even saw Dudley briefly.  Harry told her about his talk with Dudley the night before, and she offered to go on a double date with Dudley and Veronica.  Harry had to shake his head at that, wondering if heÕd woken up to the right life.

They wandered around Little Whinging, and Harry pointed out where he went to primary school and some of the local attractions.  Ginny seemed to enjoy learning about his pre-Hogwarts life.  He took any and all opportunities to hold her hand and steal kisses as they walked.  HeÕd sent Hedwig to Gringotts and got some of his money exchanged for pounds, so he was able to take Ginny out for lunch.  They went to a local hamburger shop, and, as they were sitting here, Harry realized it was their first ÒofficialÓ date.  He knew there were Order members around somewhere keeping an eye on him, but it was the first time heÕd got to take Ginny out somewhere alone and treat her.  It seemed very important to him, somehow.  All in all, it was the most enjoyable time heÕd ever spent on Privet Drive, and he was sorry to see it end.  He walked her back to Mrs. FiggÕs so she could use the Floo to return to the Burrow, and she promised sheÕd be back as soon as she could.  Ron would be coming in a few days.

He kissed her goodbye with a heavy heart and trudged back to the DursleysÕ.  The gloom that had been weighing down his heart returned as he climbed the stairs and shut his door.  Despite his pleasure with the new dŽcor of his room, being shut in anywhere lately left him feeling trapped and claustrophobic.  He opened the window wide and stuck his head out, breathing in the warm, evening air.  He rubbed his hand through his hair in agitation, making it stick out even more, and tried to do some homework.

 

The next several days were long and boring for Harry.  True to his word, Bill cleaned up the DursleysÕ house and yard properly and cast no more spells.  His presence, however, was near constant, and the guards from the Order were plainly visible.  Order members converged on the porch, roamed the street in front of the house, and sat in the back yard – all without Invisibility cloaks.  Aunt Petunia was beside herself, yet neither she nor Uncle Vernon said a word to Harry.  Since that first day of Bill ending his yard war, if the Dursleys so much as raised their voices towards Harry, there would be a knock on the door or a face in the window. The Order left no wiggle room within their demand that Harry be left alone; they would tolerate no mistreatment.

Harry got to see many faces he knew, including the twins, and some others he didnÕt recognize.  Fred and George were his favorite Ôminders,Õ and they always entertained him.  They were on their best behavior, although he could see them plotting with their eyes whenever one of the Dursleys showed their faces. 

Harry was happy that they were keeping the Dursleys at bay, but, still, the tension was unbearable.  Even Dudley had stopped trying to chat and pulled away.  HarryÕs nightmares were increasing in both frequency and intensity, and he rarely slept more than a few hours straight.  As he went to bed at night, he no longer even attempted to put the light out.  Bill hadnÕt said anything about it since the first time, but he was certain heÕd noticed.  There were Order members on guard at night, as well, and Harry was certain that they must have seen the light burning continually.  He needed the window wide open, as well; otherwise, he felt too enclosed.  Aunt Petunia set her mouth in a grim line, but said nothing.  She always hated leaving the windows open at night.

One night, Harry had dreamed about Jonathan, probably because heÕd been spending so much time on the ancient books, hoping theyÕd find a spell soon to end this one way or another.  He really didnÕt want to live this way anymore.  Thinking about Jonathan always brought him back to his time at Malfoy Manor, something on which he definitely didnÕt want his thoughts to dwell.  He tried to stop the thoughts altogether, but found it increasingly difficult to do.  Little things – a phrase, a picture of a sword, Brussels sprouts – brought his mind right to Jonathan.  Harry had been exposed to Avada Kedavra before, of course, but never while being so aware of what was happening.  With Cedric, it was so fast and so sudden, the pain in his head so intense, heÕd never really had time to think about it.  With Jonathan, as soon as Voldemort had uttered those words, heÕd seen the brilliant green light and felt his head burst with agony – he had known what was coming.  He had known it and had just watched it happen.  That thought nagged at him.  HeÕd just watched it happenÉ

Harry was startled out of his morose thoughts by a hard shaking of his shoulder. ÒHarry, snap out of it, mate.Ó

Dazed, he looked up into the concerned eyes of his first friend.  ÒRon,Ó he said in confusion.  ÒWhere did you come from?Ó

ÒHarry, Dad told you all about that last term,Ó Ron said, sniggering.

Harry cuffed Ron lightly upside the head.  ÒPrat,Ó he grumbled.  ÒWhat are you doing here?Ó

ÒIÕm here to spend the day with you.  So, what are we going to do?Ó

Harry shrugged, trying to think of something Ron would enjoy.  ÒI dunno; there isnÕt much to do around here.Ó

ÒWell, what did you and Ginny do the other day when she visited?Ó Ron asked, and Harry felt his face burn brightly.  He turned away from Ron and tried to think fast.

ÒUrgh,Ó Ron said.  ÒThatÕs my sister youÕre thinking about when your face turns that color, Potter.  Watch it.  I donÕt want to know what you two did.Ó

ÒI know,Ó Harry exclaimed suddenly.  ÒWant to watch the telly?Ó

ÒThe what?Ó Ron asked in confusion.

ÒCome on,Ó Harry said as he led Ron downstairs, excited about getting to show Ron something new for a change.  ÒThe Dursleys donÕt usually let me watch it, but they havenÕt even spoken to me since the last time you were here, so I donÕt think theyÕll say anything.Ó  Even if they did, Harry was feeling slightly rebellious and wanted to push his luck.

Sitting in the den, he flipped on one of DursleysÕ many televisions and handed Ron the remote, showing him how it worked.

ÒThis is brilliant,Ó Ron said, his mouth dropping open in wonder at the images flashing before him.  

Harry grinned;,pleased that he had found something Ron enjoyed.  ÒDudley has a bunch of video games youÕd probably like, too, but I donÕt know where he is.  HeÕs been avoiding me again, so donÕt count on it.Ó

Ron narrowed his eyes and studied his friend.  ÒEverything all right here, mate?Ó

ÒThe usual.  TheyÕre a bit stressed by all the Ôfreaks in plain sightÕ,Ó Harry said, doing a fair impression of Aunt PetuniaÕs shrill voice.

They watched the telly for a while, both of them spending longer than necessary ogling the women in the ads where Ron tended to pause.  Harry had no idea how many ads of women running in bathing suits there were on the telly.  The Dursleys rarely let him watch any; no wonder Dudley spent so much time staring at the telly.  Harry was amused to note that Ron got extremely hungry every time there was an ad for food during a program they watched.  They kept Dobby busy getting snacks before Harry brought up the subject of RonÕs failed Apparation test.  Ron scowled, but remained silent.

ÒWe could work on it together, if youÕd like,Ó Harry offered.  ÒIÕve still got a month before I can officially sit for mine.Ó

ÒWhatever,Ó Ron said, shrugging.

ÒApparating takes a lot of concentration, and itÕs hard to block everything else out sometimes,Ó Harry said quietly, his heart beating very fast.  They were straying into territory Harry didnÕt want to talk about, either, but he did want to help Ron if he could.  Ron had certainly been there for him enough over the years.

ÒWho are you now, Hermione?Ó Ron snapped, crossing his arms over his chest and sinking lower into his chair.

Harry swallowed, squelching his angry retort.  ÒHermione means well, she just sometimes doesnÕt know when to stop pushing.Ó

Ron grunted noncommittally.  Harry sighed as he stared at Ron for a moment.  There was an edge to him that was new and hard to pinpoint exactly.  There was a definite attitude coming from him, one that would certainly set Aunt PetuniaÕs tongue to clucking.  As he studied his best friend, Harry thought RonÕs choice in best friends was interesting; he and Hermione were very different, but they both got on well with Ron.

HermioneÕs analytical mind connected with RonÕs strategic side.  If there was a problem Ron was interested in and wanted to figure out, like a chess game or a Quiddtich match, he could be as great a thinker as Hermione.  She was just more polished and took everything to an extra level.  Hermione was passionate about a lot of things, especially school and learning, where Ron kept his select few close to his heart.

Harry connected with Ron more on his emotional side, with quick tempers and a love of adventure.  Harry marveled again how lucky he was that Ron had stumbled into his car on the Hogwarts Express on that day, so long ago now.

ÒSheÕs really miffed at me for failing the test,Ó Ron said, sighing.

ÒSheÕll help you if you ask her.  SheÕs worried about you, mate.Ó

ÒI know. I wish sheÕd stop, though.  IÕm okay.  I just donÕt want to keep talking about it.Ó

Harry knew that feeling.  ÒYeahÉitÕs hard enough thinking about it, never mind talking about it, too.Ó

ÒExactly!  Everyone keeps saying there was nothing else I could do, and I know that, butÉÓ

ÒBut your insides are still all twisted up, no matter what your head knows is true, and talking about it only makes you want to throw up,Ó Harry finished.

Ron sighed.  ÒHow are you doing, Harry?Ó

The words ÔIÕm fineÕ were on the tip of HarryÕs tongue, but as he looked into RonÕs troubled gaze, he changed his mind.  ÒAbout the same as you.  I canÕt wait to get out of here.Ó

ÒWeÕre working on that. MumÕs hounding Dumbledore daily.Ó

ÒHow is she?Ó  Ginny had told him about PercyÕs engagement.

ÒShe shouts a lot, but sheÕs hanging in there.  She ranted at the twins for two solid hours when she found out about the scene they made at PercyÕs engagement party.  You could tell she was pleased with them, though.  Did Ginny tell you about it?Ó

ÒShe said they got themselves dates who were invited to the party.Ó

ÒYeah, and during FudgeÕs speech about welcoming Percy to the family and the importance of sticking together in these trying times, they charmed all the balloons in the room to flash pictures of all the Weasleys.  Told Percy that since he thought family was so important, they figured he might like some reminders of his own family before they Disapparated out of there.  Bill said the whole Ministry was talking about it next day.  IÕd give a hundred Galleons to have seen the look on PercyÕs face.  Mum was sad, but she was proud of the twins, anyway.  I just wish sheÕd stop hovering.Ó

ÒSheÕs worried about you.Ó

 ÒSheÕs worried about both of us, I wish sheÕd stop.Ó

Harry nodded, but remained silent.  In truth, he thought it was kind of nice she included him in her worries, but would never say that out loud.

He and Ron spent the day watching and making fun of the things on the telly.  When they got tired of that, they took the football to the park again.  Ron even consented to practice Apparating. He only managed a few very short distances, but it was something, nonetheless, and he seemed pleased.  It was too hot to stay outside for long, but Ron cast the Cooling Charms again while they ate the lunch Dobby had packed for them.  Being seventeen certainly had its advantages.  Harry only had to wait until the end of the month, and then his life would yet again change forever.  HeÕd finally be free of the DursleysÉthat alone would be worth it.

 

 

A/N: Okay, I let Harry and Ginny get a little carried away here.  I hadnÕt really intended that, but Harry hadnÕt been cooperating with me at all as I was writing this, and I figured that after all IÕd put him through, I owed him one, lol!  Besides, I was listening to Chris IsaacÕs Wicked Game at the time, and that songÉyou know?  He really behaved himself much more afterwards as well.  ;)

Thanks so much to Mistral for all the help and beta work.  She even passed last weeks update along since sheÕd be away during Thanksgiving.  Thanks, Mistral!

IÕll be in Disney World until the 7th, so next weeks update may not be there on Friday.  IÕll do my best.