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Chapter Twenty
All Hallows Eve
Prophecy Reveals Our Savior –
Boy-Who-Lived is The One Who Can Defeat The Dark Lord
Harry
sat frozen in his seat, staring at the ProphetÕs glaring headline. He couldnÕt move; he couldnÕt breathe, and he couldnÕt force
his brain to read any further.
HarryÕs heart hammered so loudly that he couldnÕt hear the voices of his
friends calling to him. HeÕd done it!
Fudge had actually gone and told the Prophet about the prophecy. Damn!
Ginny gently took the
paper from his shaking hands and placed in on the table. The expectant hush remained throughout
the Great Hall as the other students watched HarryÕs reaction carefully. He remained unmoving, dully staring
straight ahead. He wanted to flee from the hall, rush back to his bed, and
start the day over. HeÕd definitely
make certain to skip breakfast if he could do it again.
ÒAre
you all right, Harry?Ó Ginny whispered, taking his freezing cold hand within
her warm one.
ÒOf
course, heÕs not all right,Ó Hermione said, her voice sounding very
shrill. ÒThis isnÕt good. This isnÕt good at all. Of course, I suppose we should have
expected as much. IÕm certain
Professor Dumbledore must have given Minister Fudge some sort of warning, but-Ó
ÒHermione–Ó
Ginny said harshly, but Harry didnÕt hear the rest of her words. ColinÕs camera flashed in his face and
momentarily blinded him. He sat
there, blinking for a brief moment before a roar of voices rose in the hall,
all directed towards him.
ÒIs
it really true, Harry? Are you
going to kill V- V- V- Are you going to kill him?Ó Colin asked breathlessly.
ÒHarry,
this says you have to kill him or be killed by him. Did you know about this?Ó Parvati demanded.
ÒHarry-Ó
ÒIs
this-Ó
ÒHarry-Ó
ÒDid
you-Ó
ÒHarry-Ó
ÒWhat
are-Ó
ÒMay
I have your attention please?Ó Professor Dumbledore called from the head
table. He had risen and was trying
to call order to the Great Hall.
For the first time in HarryÕs memory, the headmaster was having trouble
gaining everyoneÕs attention. They
were too focused on Harry and trying to gauge his reaction to the article. Pandemonium had broken loose, and the
panic level was rising.
Harry
took a deep breath, knowing deep inside what he had to do, regardless of how
much he hated being the center of attention. Although his instincts told him to flee, the time had come
for him to be a leader. Casting
the Sonorus charm to raise his
voice, he stood and said in a soft voice despite the power of the charm, ÒIf
you would all take your seats, I have something IÕd like to say.Ó
Everyone –
Slytherins included – hurriedly took their seats, and, except for the
scrape of benches along the stone floor, silence descended in the Hall. Harry could see Blaise Zabini staring
at him intently, wearing an expression that Harry couldnÕt read. Professor Dumbledore nodded at him and
retook his own seat. Harry somehow
felt that the gauntlet has been passed and a thick lead ball had materialized
in his stomach.
Ginny
beamed at him, and he could see the love glowing in her eyes. Absently, he noticed she was still
wearing the jumper heÕd put on her at the Quidditch match the previous
afternoon. Something about that small gesture gave him the strength he needed
to continue.
Taking
a deep breath, Harry scanned the room and all the expectant faces. Some were staring back at him with
horrified expressions, some were intrigued, and still others were hostile.
Locking his eyes on Neville, he began. ÒObviously, youÕve seen the article in
the Prophet. DonÕt believe
everything you read, especially if it comes from the Daily Prophet.Ó
Questions and murmurs
filled the Great Hall before quickly silencing as Harry continued. ÒThe prophecy may state that only I can
kill Voldemort, but it is still up to you to save yourselves.Ó The hall erupted in shrieks and hisses
as those people who were not used to hearing Harry say the name voiced their
dismay. Harry ignored them. ÒAs those of you who are members of the
DA have heard me say many times – donÕt call him You-Know-Who. It only
increases his power over you. He
wants you to be afraid of him; he thrives on it.Ó
ÒEasy
for you to say,Ó someone called out, but Harry wasnÕt certain whom. He suspected it came from the Slytherin
table. Most of the Slytherins were
glaring at Harry, despite the fact that they, too, had all flinched when he
used VoldemortÕs name.
ÒNo. ItÕs not easy for me to say, and I
donÕt take anything about this situation lightly. But I also know that he is the threat, not what he calls himself. Voldemort isnÕt even his real name; he made it up to sound
intimidating. DonÕt let him get
away with it. This is not a game; itÕs a life and death struggle that we are
all involved in. Nothing has
changed because you know now that one day IÕll have to face him. Just because thatÕs the case, it
doesnÕt mean IÕll necessarily be there if he comes after you, or your family,
or wants someone in your family to join him.
ÒThis
is where you all must make your own choice. You can do the easy thing by trying to hide and hope that
IÕll be able to defeat him before he comes for you, or you can stand and fight
for what is right, for what you believe in. The more of us who stand together and refuse to be cowed,
the more difficult his task is.
HeÕll try to divide us, because he knows weÕre stronger if we keep our
faith and trust in each other. He
cannot understand that. IÕll be
ready for him when the time comes, and I promise you that IÕll do my best. What I need from you is for you to
learn to protect yourselves.Ó
Harry
climbed down from the bench and mumbled, ÒQuietus.Ó His
hands were trembling violently, and he wanted to escape the hall before he had
to answer any direct questions. He
needed a moment to collect his thoughts.
The
hall remained silent for a moment before Justin Finch Fletchley slowly brought
his hands together in a clap that reverberated around the hall. Several other members of the DA joined
him, and, soon, nearly the entire hall was applauding.
Harry
was stunned and nodded briefly in acknowledgement with a dazed expression on
his face. Taking GinnyÕs hand
firmly in his own, he led her out of the Great Hall with all the dignity he
could muster. Hermione and Neville
followed quickly behind as he raced up the stairs towards Gryffindor tower.
They
climbed through the portrait hole and collapsed on chairs in the empty common
room.
ÒWell
done, Harry,Ó Hermione said, sniffling.
Her eyes were suspiciously red.
ÒSo
much for keeping the prophecy out of the papers,Ó Neville said. His face formed
into a frown before adding, ÒIÕll ask Luna if her dad was also given the
story.Ó
Clomp, clomp.
They
all turned to see Ron coming down the stairs, bleary-eyed and with
sleep-tousled hair. He stopped
short when he noticed everyone staring at him and the paleness of their faces. ÒWhat? What did I miss?Ó
Harry spent the next
several days trying to ignore the intense stares and whispers that accompanied
him whenever he had to leave the common room. Even the Gryffindors were unable to tear their gazes away
from him, and the pressure he was feeling was intense. They were all waiting, wondering what
he was going to do, and it was driving him mad. He couldnÕt walk down the corridor without being bombarded
with questions about what he was going to do and when it would happen. His
friends tried to shield him from as much of it as they could, but even they
were being hounded with questions.
Hagrid had to put Fluffy on guard duty at the Hogwarts gate to
discourage some overly eager reporters, desperate for an interview with Harry
or anyone even remotely connected to him.
The letters had begun
arriving by owl post the morning after the article appeared. Harry was bombarded with letters from
all over Britain, from witches and wizards demanding to know what he was going
to do and what was taking him so long.
One of the first letters he had read had the audacity to ask him if he
knew how many good wizards had already died while waiting for him to take the
matter in hand. Noticing his
distress, Professor McGonagall began having all mail delivered to a central
location for screening by the house-elves. Harry felt badly for doing this to
everyone; it reminded him a little too much of Dolores UmbridgeÕs reign. There was no way to do it strictly for
mail sent to him, so Professor McGonagall said she really didnÕt have a choice. The amount of owls was disruptive. He was further dismayed to learn that
all his mail was going through rigorous safety precautions before it was
delivered to him. Professor
McGonagall was afraid some of the Death Eaters might try to get to Harry in order
to improve their own standing within VoldemortÕs circle. Harry was more concerned about some
poor house elf getting hexed repeatedly every time he opened one of HarryÕs
letters.
He
had his training session with Abe on Wednesday of that week, and he was anxious
for it. He needed to work out some
of his aggression. The running
alone wasnÕt doing it. When he
arrived at the Room of Requirement, Abe was already there as usual. Instead of
robes, he wore a T-shirt emblazoned with a faded Grateful Dead insignia and
tattered blue jeans.
ÒGood
afternoon, lad. I understand itÕs
been quite an eventful week thus far for you, eh?Ó he asked, though it was more
a statement than a question.
Harry
smiled wearily. ÒYeah. You could say that.Ó
ÒI
had to battle my way through a crowd of reporters at the front gate, even hexed
a few of them. Cordelia warned me
about it – and that blasted three-headed dog, too – but I hadnÕt
believed her.Ó
Harry
grinned. ÒHagrid calls it
Fluffy.Ó
ÒFluffy? Hagrid always was a bit daft when
it came to animals, the big lout,Ó Abe chuckled, shaking his head. ÒWell, are we going to get to
work? I thought weÕd do some
spellwork today and see how fast you can bring my shield down.Ó
It
suddenly occurred to Harry that although Abe called everyone some kind of
nickname, he always used CordeliaÕs full name. He wanted to ask why, but felt it was just too personal a
question, and he wasnÕt comfortable enough to ask it. Thinking about Cordelia, heÕd bet she was the one who forbade him using any other
name. Harry sniggered to himself
over the image of Cordelia telling Abe exactly what was what and how things
were going to be.
ÒOkay,Ó
Harry said, removing his robe and loosening the collar of his school
shirt. They worked steadily for a
while, Harry proving himself very adept at breaching AbeÕs shield. He was aware of the door opening and
Percy entering at one point, but he and Abe ignored him and continued their
practice. Percy scribbled in his
notebook and remained silent.
As
they continued to spar, Percy began tapping his quill on his page
repeatedly. When neither of them
acknowledged his presence, he finally interrupted. ÒExcuse me?Ó he said, crossing his arms over his chest.
Abe,
who was sweating profusely, looked over at him. ÒWhat can we do for you, Mr. Weasley? Or perhaps youÕd like to join our
demonstration?Ó
Percy
raised his chin. ÒThis is all well
and good, and Harry would obviously do well in a duel against any
opponent. However, the prophecy
that the rest of the wizarding world is now discussing doesnÕt say that he must
duel the Dark Lord, it says ÔEither must DIE at the hand of the otherÕ.Ó
ÒIÕm
well aware of what the prophecy says,Ó Abe snapped. ÒAnd thanks to the shortsightedness of your ever-so-stupid
boss-Ó
ÒI
will not tolerate-Ó
ÒYouÕll
listen when IÕm speaking, boy! I
have no patience for your political games or any of your administrative
policies. IÕm trying to ensure
HarryÕs survival, which does
directly effect the rest of us,Ó Abe said, glowering at Percy.
Percy
looked affronted, and his ears turned scarlet with the famous Weasley
blush. ÒIÕve been observing this
training for several weeks, and IÕve yet to see you show him how to kill. When will he be taught to use Avada
Kedavra? What do you plan on using for victims? IÕm certain the gamekeeper could supply
you with a number of forest animals-Ó
ÒIÕm
not going to practice killing anything,Ó Harry spluttered, feeling sick. An
image from his first year of Voldemort drinking the blood of a dead unicorn
sprang to his mind.
ÒOf
course, you are,Ó Percy snapped.
ÒYouÕre going to kill the Dark Lord, arenÕt you? You have to make certain you can
perform the Killing Curse.Ó
HarryÕs
heart pounded, nausea rising in his stomach. Killing Voldemort was one thing, and heÕd grudgingly come to
accept that it was what he had to do, but he didnÕt want to practice killing in cold blood. And he wanted nothing to do with Avada Kedavra. Those
words had had enough of an impact on his life already.
He
knew Percy was wrong. He knew that the Killing Curse wasnÕt what he was going to try to use to defeat
Voldemort, but the thought of what his training would be like under the
Ministry made Harry shudder.
Jonathan had told him that he wouldnÕt be able to perform the Killing
Curse, that he didnÕt hate enough to make the spell work. He wondered what Percy would say if he
knew that.
ÒThatÕs
enough,Ó Abe snarled. ÒBefore you
go around spouting off about the Killing Curse and things you know nothing
about, pay attention to whom youÕre speaking. Show some respect.Ó
Harry
had never seen Abe so livid, and it seemed out of place on the wizard that heÕd
come to know and respect.
Percy,
who had never fancied being reprimanded, bristled under AbeÕs heated gaze. Still, his eyes flickered upwards to
HarryÕs scar, and bright red patches appeared on his cheeks. ÒIt is a valid question,Ó Percy
insisted. ÒOr do you have some
other method of killing You-Know-Who?Ó
PercyÕs eyes narrowed shrewdly.
ÒHarry
cannot be taught the Killing Curse until heÕs strong enough to use it. Do you know anything about Avada
Kedavra, Mr. Weasley? Do you understand why it is an
Unforgivable? There needs to be
intent behind it, not only the desire to kill, but also a pleasure in doing it. The user has to have enough hate to
enjoy the killing. That is not
something that can be taughtÉovernight,Ó Abe said quietly. ÒI am teaching Harry to duel, to
withstand a barrage of curses and maintain the stamina to continue against a
powerful opponent. As Harry gains
proficiency and gets stronger, weÕll begin practicing fatal destruction.Ó
Harry
knitted his brow; he knew Abe was lying to Percy, but he was very
convincing. From what Jonathan had
told him, heÕd never be capable of the Killing Curse. Of course, Percy didnÕt know about the Curse of the
Damned – and judging from the
prophecyÕs appearance in the Daily
Prophet – he could never
learn about it. But they were
going to have to give the Ministry something.
Percy
drew himself up stiffly and collected his things. ÒIÕll report my findings to the Minister. HeÕll be in touch. It seems to me, Mr. Dumbledore, that
time is not on our side, and this training needs to be hurried along. IÕm certain the Ministry can supply
some test subjects if the gamekeeper here at Hogwarts in unable to supply
you. Good day.Ó
Harry
waited for the door to close behind Percy before turning, wide-eyed, towards
Abe.
ÒDonÕt fret, Harry. He has absolutely no idea what heÕs
talking about. ThatÕs the problem
with all these stuffed shirts that they have working at the Ministry these
days,Ó Abe said with disgust.
ÒIs
he right, though? Should I at
least attempt to learnÉit?Ó Harry asked.
Abe
shook his head. ÒIt would be pointless.
I can tell you for a fact that youÕd never be able to do it. Do you ever wonder why the Aurors donÕt
use the Killing Curse? Why in a
fierce battle they simply stun the Death Eaters who are trying to kill
them? Avada Kedavra
is dark magic. It involves hate,
nothing else. It canÕt be used in
defense of someone, or in righteousness anger, wanting to stop future crimes. In order to use it, the intent has to
be to kill for the sake of killing.
The actual act of taking a personÕs life has to bring pleasure. That is why it is an Unforgiveable.
ÒThere are some
Hitwizards who are capable of it. Most of the Hitwizards are only one step above
the Dark Wizards they hunt. That is only one of the reasons Al didnÕt want the
Ministry to have anything to do with your training. The fact that Percy even
suggested trying to teach you is because he doesnÕt understand. The fact you
know that you need to kill Voldemort isnÕt enough.
ÒI
think we need to talk to Al, however,Ó Abe said, leading Harry out of the Room
of Requirement and towards Professor DumbledoreÕs office. ÒWeÕre going to have to dupe the
Ministry a bit, but we cannot let that dunderhead know the truth. Too much is at stake. Damn, I wish Al would get that
puffed-up peacock out of office already.Ó
Later
that evening, when Harry wearily climbed the stairs up to his dormitory, he
felt exhausted. It was dinnertime,
so the common room was empty, and Harry didnÕt feel much like eating,
anyway. Professor Dumbledore had
been resigned to hearing about PercyÕs feelings, almost like heÕd been
expecting it.
He
also informed Harry that several of the local merchants in Hogsmeade had closed
their shops indefinitely. They
felt Hogsmeade was too close to Hogwarts, which was bound to be VoldemortÕs
main target. They were demanding
that Harry get on with it before they lost their businesses. Professor Dumbledore stressed to Harry
that this wasnÕt his concern.
People would make their own choices; he simply had to focus on his
training. It would do no one any
good to rush in before he was ready.
Harry knew the words were true, but he couldnÕt help but feel that they
sounded so hollow.
When
Harry entered the dormitory, he stopped short, staring blankly at the wall
above his nightstand. Hanging
there in a simple wooden frame was the sketch of his mother. HeÕd put it in his trunk for
safekeeping, but hadnÕt got around to framing it. There was a note on his pillow.
Harry,
Honestly,
with the way you procrastinate I didnÕt think this would ever get done. It looks nice, doesnÕt it? Mum sent me the frame. ItÕs only wood, but you can always get
a nice one the next Hogsmeade weekend.
Ginny
Harry
grinned. She always managed to
bring a bright spot to his day.
The picture did look nice.
He supposed the others might think it was a funny to have a picture of
his mum by his bed, but he really didnÕt have any place else to hang it. He wasnÕt even certain where he lived
besides Hogwarts at the moment, so theyÕd have to get used to it.
He
had a Charms essay due tomorrow and needed to go to the library to do it. He
grabbed his book bag and took a long way around so he wouldnÕt have to pass the
Great Hall. He ran into Ginny,
Neville and Luna in the corridor.
GinnyÕs eyes were twinkling, and he knew she was anxious to hear how he
liked the picture. Neville looked
worried, however, and Luna seemed downright annoyed. It was hard to tell with Luna, though, and he couldnÕt
remember ever seeing her really annoyed with anyone before – even when
her housemates stole her things.
ÒHi,Ó
Harry said uncertainly. ÒAll
right?Ó
Ginny
grabbed his hand. ÒHarry, there you are.
WeÕve been wondering what kept you. Did something happen during your training?Ó
ÒYeah,Ó
Harry said glancing at the rapidly filling corridor. ÒCome on inside the library, and IÕll fill you in.Ó
When
they had sat at a table in the corner, Harry proceeded to fill them in on his
training session and PercyÕs comments.
Ginny was livid, and Harry suspected that if Percy had still been in the
castle, he would gain some first-hand knowledge of GinnyÕs Bat Bogey Hex.
ÒNever
mind Percy; heÕs just FudgeÕs lackey.
We have to make certain that Fudge doesnÕt hear anything about the Curse
of the Damned, so weÕre going to have
to fool him into thinking IÕm learning Avada Kedavra,Ó Harry said. He couldnÕt stop the shudder that ran
through him, even just saying those words. Images of what had happened on Privet Drive fought to
overwhelm him, and he struggled to hold them back. Ginny took his hand in hers under the table, and he felt the
calmness seep into his consciousness.
ÒWhy
not learn it, anyway?Ó asked Luna dreamily. ÒKnowing two ways of killing him couldnÕt be a bad thing.Ó
Harry
shrugged. ÒI suppose, but I donÕt
fancy practicing on animals in the forest, either. Besides, Abe said that I wouldnÕt be able to perform the
Killing Curse because I donÕt want to kill for the sake of killing, and thatÕs
the only way to make it work. With the Curse of the Damned, I need to focus on my mental connection, since it
will be more a battle of wills.
Professor Dumbledore wants me to practice more Legilimency, and IÕm
working on the wandless thought magic with Abe on the weekends.Ó
ÒHow
do you practice?Ó Neville asked.
ÒMostly
by picking up on thoughts and feelings of those around me. DonÕt worry, Neville; IÕm not looking
into your head.Ó Harry laughed at his friendÕs worried expression.
Luna,
too, seemed perplexed, although it was hard to tell with Luna. ÒCanÕt he just see this in your head,
like he did before?Ó Luna asked.
ÒHe was using some very sophisticated mind bending techniques, and I
suspect he may be in contact with Triple-Horned Fledshacks. Certainly they have ways to monitor
your brain waves through one of their horns.Ó
ÒRight,Ó
Harry said, ignoring her last statement.
ÒMy Occlumency shield blocks out virtually all the images now.Ó He wished he could say the same for the
pain. Although the Occlumency
closed his mind from seeing the horrible visions, his scar continued to burn
and sear painfully whenever VoldemortÕs emotions were running high.
ÒSo,
what is Professor Dumbledore going to do?Ó Ginny asked.
ÒI
dunno yet. HeÕs meeting with the
Order tonight to discuss it and how to head off the Ministry. We need to keep what weÕre really doing
quiet, or weÕll see that all in the Prophet as well,Ó Harry said bitterly.
Luna
pressed her lips together, and Neville glanced at her warily.
ÒWhat?Ó
Harry asked.
ÒWhy
didnÕt you let my father print the story about the prophecy?Ó Luna asked
airily, though her gaze was intent.
Harry
blinked. ÒWhat?Ó
She narrowed her
eyes. ÒI suppose everything
happens for a reason, but he was the one who printed the truth about what
happened to you, when no one else believed you. He always prints the truth that others donÕt want to
believe. I would think you owed it
to him to him to give him first choice on the follow-up. The same thing happened when he
searched for the Crumple-Horned Snorkack.
Another paper in Indonesia stole his scoop.Ó
ÒI-
But- I never gave anyone an interview,Ó Harry spluttered.
ÒLuna,
Harry never wanted that prophecy known, you know that,Ó Ginny said.
ÒI
donÕt know why anyone reads the nonsense in that Daily Prophet
rag when there are real problems that the Quibbler regularly points out,Ó Luna
said, putting her nose in the air and walking away from all of them. Harry and Ginny stood there with their
mouths hanging open. Neville
shrugged uncomfortably.
ÒSorry
about that, Harry. SheÕs been
upset since the day the article was published,Ó Neville explained, running
after Luna.
Harry
shook his head. ÒRon always says
sheÕs mental.Ó
Ginny
sniggered. ÒDonÕt worry about her
now; sheÕs usually off on some tangent.
SheÕs probably just worried about her dad. I donÕt think she and Neville are getting on that well,
either; she baffles him so. YouÕve
got enough on your plate right now, Harry; you canÕt add any more.Ó
Harry
nodded, knowing she was right.
ÒThanks for the picture, Ginny.
It looks great.Ó
ÒDo
you think so? I think it would
look better in a gold frame, butÉÓ
ÒNo,
itÕs perfect. Thank you,Ó he said,
squeezing her hand.
ÒThere
you are,Ó Ron said, dropping his books on the table. ÒWhereÕve you been all day, mate? You didnÕt even show up at dinner.Ó
Ginny
sighed. ÒHello, Ron, happy to see
you, as well.Ó
ÒWhat? Oh, hi, Ginny.Ó
ÒListen,
IÕm going to leave you two now. IÕve got a session with Professor McGonagall,Ó
Ginny said.
ÒHowÕs
that going?Ó Harry asked looking up at her
ÒItÕs
going fine,Ó she said, frowning.
ÒIÕll see you in the common room before bed.Ó
Harry
watched her walk out of the library with a furrowed brow.
ÒDonÕt
worry, mate, sheÕll eventually realize sheÕs in over her head,Ó Ron said.
Harry
turned startled eyes on Ron.
ÒHuh?Ó
Ron
shrugged. ÒSheÕs desperate to
become an Animagus, because she thinks itÕll prove something. Ginny always tends to bite off more
than she can chew, but if you call her on it, it just makes her more
determined.Ó
Harry
was stunned. ÒIÉI didnÕt know she
told you about the Animagus training.Ó
Ron
snorted. ÒGinny? She could never keep something like
that a secret from me for long; she talks too much. SheÕs just hacked, because sheÕs not having any luck, and
she doesnÕt want to tell you.Ó
ÒMe? Why? I havenÕt been pressuring her. IÕd rather she stay well out of it.Ó
ÒWell,
none of us are going to do that, Harry,Ó Ron snarled, slamming his Charms book
on the table.
Harry
looked up, startled. Ron had been keeping his temper in check recently, so he
hadnÕt been ready for this outburst.
ÒDamn
it, Harry. WeÕre all doing extra
training so we can be there with you when the time comes. We need to be able to help, and youÕre
not going to stop any of us,Ó Ron said, his eyes blazing. ÒThey kept me locked in that room like
it was a cage. Narcissa set up a
nice little charm that let me hear sounds from your cell at timesÉshe thought
it was funny. She didnÕt let me hear enough to know what was going on, but I
could hear you screaming, and there was absolutely nothing I could do. She used to taunt me about it. I never want to feel that powerless
again.Ó
HarryÕs
eyes were wide, and his mouth hung open, gaping at Ron. ÒIÉIÉI didnÕt know that,Ó he whispered.
Ron
looked away from HarryÕs face and stared intently at a spot on the table, idly
poking it with his finger. ÒI made
a promise to myself in that room, Harry, that I was going to help you, no
matter what, and that hasnÕt changed.
We all need to feel like we can do something, or else we feel as
helpless as Narcissa Malfoy made me.Ó
Harry
swallowed painfully, averting his own eyes. HeÕd told Ginny some of what had happened to him during his
captivity, and it helped. It
seemed that Ron needed that, as well.
ÒI do need your help, mate.
This spellÉthis curseÉitÕs going to require all my physical and mental
strength to pull it off. The Priori
Incantatum lifted both Voldemort and
me into some kind of globe, so the Death Eaters couldnÕt touch me. I donÕt know if this curse will work
the same way, so IÕll need you lot to watch my back while weÕre battling for
control. I canÕt do both.Ó
ÒAnd
weÕll do it. You just keep your
eye on the king, and weÕll worry about the pawns,Ó Ron said.
Harry cringed, but didnÕt
know what else to say. They worked on their Charms essays for the next hour in
silence. Ron glanced repeatedly
over at another table where Hermione sat working with Terry Boot. Harry hadnÕt even realized she was
there, but obviously Ron had noticed her right away. Judging by the stack of books on her table, sheÕd been there
for quite some time.
ÒSo,Ó Harry said, hoping he sounded
casual. ÒHow are things going with
you and Hannah?Ó
Ron shrugged. ÒSheÕs nice. She doesnÕt push me at all or care if I skive off class or
do my homework. She doesnÕt expect
anything, really.Ó Ron glanced
over at Hermione again, and Harry had the distinct impression that there was
more he wanted to say.
ÒItÕs a bit weird,
actually. She lets me make all the
decisions on what weÕre going to do.
Kind of disconcerting.Ó
Harry chuckled. ÒNot exactly what youÕre used to?Ó
Ron sighed. ÒNo. But I need to find out, Harry. I needÉHermione was all I wanted, all I thought about for
even longer than I realized. Everything I did revolved around her. HermioneÕs smartÉsheÕs brilliant,
really, but she likes to be the smartest one. She didnÕt even consider the fact that she could have been
wrong about Trent; she just brushed me off as if what I was saying was the
foolish ramblings of a silly little boy.
I know she feels bad now; I know that inside she knows she was wrong,
but she hasnÕt once said that to me.
Not once has she outright said I was right, and that hurts.
ÒHannahÉI dunnoÉshe
doesnÕt make my heart beat faster, the way Hermione does, but she listens to
what IÕm saying. She doesnÕt
ignore everything I say, because she assumes IÕm going to screw it up. ButÉsometimes I wish she would
challenge me a littleÉyou know?
She doesnÕt make me want to be better, like Hermione always does.
ÒI donÕt know what IÕm
saying. When I figure it out, IÕll
let you know,Ó Ron said, turning back to his homework. ÒShe does have a nice rack.Ó
Startled, Harry looked up
from his homework and smirked. Ron hadnÕt even looked up when heÕd said that
last bit.
ÒNot that Hermione
didnÕt. In fact, her set-Ó
ÒAll right,Ó Harry
laughed. ÒI donÕt want to know
about HermioneÕs anything.Ó
Ron grinned and continued
with his homework.
HarryÕs thoughts were
jumbled, and he wished he could talk to Ginny or Remus to help sort them
out. What Ron said about Hermione
was true – she did like to be right and always assumed she was. Of course, nine times out of ten she was right, but he could see how Ron felt dismissed by
that sometimes. Harry glanced over
at HermioneÕs table. Terry was
talking animatedly about something, but Harry could see HermioneÕs eyes glazing
and discreetly looking over at Ron on several occasions.
ÒPotter.Ó A smooth voice
startled him out of his thoughts.
He looked up to see Blaise Zabini looking at him with an amused
grin. ÒDidnÕt mean to startle
you. Hufflepuff was a big winner
in the last game. That means the
winner of our game is going to have to do the same if we have any hope of winning
the cup.Ó
Harry looked into
ZabiniÕs eyes – they were challenging, but not malicious. ÒThat wonÕt be a problem,Ó Harry said
confidently.
ÒWhoÕs your new Seeker?Ó
Ron asked suddenly.
ZabiniÕs grin
widened. ÒThat would be me.Ó
ÒYou,Ó Ron
spluttered. ÒYou werenÕt
even on the reserve team.Ó
ÒYouÕll find IÕm a much
better Seeker than Malfoy ever was.
If his father hadnÕt bought his way onto the team, the spot wouldÕve
been mine. I wasnÕt about to play
back up to someone who didnÕt even earn the position on his own.Ó
ÒWell, then, I suppose
youÕll have to back up your words in the air,Ó Harry replied.
ÒI suppose so. See you around, Potter, Weasley.Ó
The Gryffindor/Slytherin
match was scheduled for Halloween. Harry awoke that morning feeling sluggish
and disoriented. He hadnÕt taken a
sleep potion the night before, even though he could have, because he found it
sometimes left him drowsy the next day.
He wanted to be wide-awake and alert for the match against
Slytherin. Unfortunately, his
dreams had once again refused to cooperate. HeÕd been in the Chamber again, and he shuddered as he suppressed
the images.
He pulled the curtains
back and rolled out of bed, surprised to find Ron awake and sitting on his bed
staring at Harry intently.
ÒWhat?Ó Harry asked in
alarm; it was unusual that Ron was awake before him.
ÒYou dreamed about Ginny
last night,Ó Ron said.
HarryÕs cheeks
flushed. He had dreamed of Ginny in the Chamber, but heÕd also had
more pleasant dreams after heÕd managed to fall back to sleep. He hoped Ron hadnÕt overheard one of those kinds of dreams.
ÒErÉ,Ó he spluttered.
ÒShe was in the
ChamberÉonly she was him,Ó Ron said,
completely oblivious to HarryÕs discomfort.
Oh, the first dream. ÒWait a
minute. How did-Ó
ÒI saw it again,
Harry. You must have been using
your Legilimency again to share images while you were dreaming,Ó Ron said with
a worried expression. ÒIt wasnÕt a
memory, because Ginny wasnÕt a little kid.Ó
ÒNo,Ó Harry said, running
his hand through his hair. ÒItÕs
just a dream; IÕve already told Dumbledore about it.Ó
ÒYeah, well, itÕs the
first time IÕve had it,Ó Ron said.
ÒWhy are you the one who
keeps picking up on this stuff?Ó Harry asked, talking more to himself than to
Ron.
ÒBeats me. IÕd just as
soon I didnÕt. You have some nasty
dreams, mate.Ó
ÒCome on, weÕre supposed
to meet the team for breakfast, and weÕre going to be late.Ó
Harry and Ron hurried
downstairs, through the common room, and towards the Great Hall. The castle was heavily decorated for
Halloween with live bats flying in the rafters and Jack-o-lanterns in every
corner. When they burst into the
Great Hall, they were met with stares and giggles once again. A dreadful feeling of deja vu
washed over Harry.
Keeping his head down, he
quickly walked over to the Gryffindor table and sat down across from Ginny and
Hermione.
ÒWhat now?Ó he asked,
sighing.
ÒWell, if it isnÕt the
man of the hour,Ó purred Parvati, who was sitting to HarryÕs right. She looked at him in a distinctly
predatory way that made Harry instantly wary.
ÒParvati, look at how red
you made his cheeks turn. You know
Harry hates all the attention,Ó Lavender said, demurely lowering her lashes.
HarryÕs eyes instantly
sought out Ginny and watched as she glared daggers at the older two girls.
ÒLook at this,Ó Hermione
said, pushing a copy of Witch Weekly towards him. She looked exasperated by Parvati and Lavender, but Harry
could tell by the tone of her voice that she was anxious about something.
He glanced at the cover
and blinked stupidly at the picture of himself that was covering the entire
front page. It took a moment to
register before he noticed the smaller inset pictures of Ginny, Hermione, Cho,
and Luna beneath his own. Shaking
his head, he opened it to find the article and read with a growing sense of
dread.
Harry Potter: Savior of the Wizarding
World?
by Rita Skeeter
Well, ladies, the cat is out of the bag now. Harry Potter, the young Boy-Who-Lived
who is currently Head Boy during his seventh and final year at Hogwarts School
of Witchcraft and Wizardry, is destined to be our champion once again. The revelation of a prophecy given some
time before young HarryÕs birth names him as the one destined to defeat the
Dark Lord. But is he stable enough
to do the job?
Reportedly, at the tender age of 17 and just recently
gaining adult status, Harry has already faced the Dark Lord on a number of
occasions and come out on top every time.
During his fifth year at Hogwarts, he formed an illegal group in order
to aid in the fight against You-Know-Who while others sought to undermine him. Harry regularly uses the Dark LordÕs
name and encourages others to do so, as well, even assigning housepoints to
those who comply.
But is this wise?
Is Harry Potter, in his zeal to destroy the wizard responsible for the
death of his parents, putting the lives of other students at risk? Are all the stories of his brushes with
the Dark Lord true or just the ravings of a typical teenage boy tooting his own
horn? The prophecy says heÕs the
only one who can save us. Can we
really trust that heÕs up to the job?
Or, more disturbingly, is it possible that Mr. Potter hasnÕt really
escaped at all but instead has some sort of a deal in place with the Dark Lord
in order to fool us all?
Perhaps a look at the women in his life, those closest to
him, might offer a clearer glimpse into our reclusive hero. What every witch wants to know is who
is keeping this supposed savior warm at night? Certainly, after the defeat of the Dark Lord, if PotterÕs
still alive, heÕll have his pick of any witch in the wizarding world. Even now, this reporter has talked to
several that would take on the job before the prophecy is fulfilled.
His first girlfriend, Herminny Granger, is reportedly no
longer seeing him, although the two remain extremely close. This reporter can confirm the
extraordinary lengths to which Ms. Granger went on several occasions to protect
Mr. PotterÕs privacy. One has to
wonder what secrets these two are so adamantly keeping.
It has also been confirmed that Mr. Potter dated Cho Chang,
an extremely attractive former student who was also reported to have dated the
late Cedric Diggory. As you
recall, Mr. Diggory was the student viciously killed during the Dark LordÕs
rebirth. Mr. Potter and Ms. Chang
began seeing each other shortly after that event. According to Ms. Chang, ÒHarry never wanted to talk about
Cedric; we used to row about it, actually. Then he went off and gave that interview, talking about his
own part in that whole ordealÉit was like Cedric didnÕt matter.Ó
Also reported among his closest friends is Ms. Lucy
Lovegood. Mr. PotterÕs first
published account of what happened during the rebirth in that graveyard, a
story written with unerring accuracy by yours truly, appeared in the Quibbler. Ms.
LovegoodÕs father runs that magazine, which usually caters to a more eclectic
crowd. One has to wonder what methods
Ms. Lovegood used to convince Mr. Potter to share his story in her fatherÕs
lesser known publication before turning to a larger, more respected one. Since the follow-up appeared in the QuibblerÕs chief competition, one has to wonder about the
apparent cause of the coupleÕs falling-out.
The final name on the short list of candidates for Mr.
PotterÕs affection is Ms. Virginia Weasley. Reportedly, Harry and Ms. Weasley have been ÒcloseÓ friends
for some time. It is reported that
Mr. Potter has inherited a tidy sum from his parents and also stands to inherit
a great deal of wealth after the prophecyÕs fulfillment. Compliments to Ms. Weasley on her
choice in men – Mr. Potter is certainly a step up the social ladder from
her humble beginnings. In fact, this
reporter has learned that Mr. Potter went on holiday with the entire Weasley
family after the deaths of his guardians.
One has to wonder if the Weasleys havenÕt been grooming their only
daughter for this role all along. It has been pointed out that theyÕve welcomed
Mr. Potter into their family from a very tender age.
There you have the facts, ladies. Is latching on to Mr. Potter now a golden opportunity to be
at the front and center of the wizarding worldÕs reorganization, or merely a
ticket to heartache? If he canÕt
even keep a girlfriend now, how can he be expected to defeat a Dark Lord? You decide – is he up for the
job?
Harry felt a tight knot
in his stomach. She canÕt be
serious. The questions about whether or not he could actually defeat
Voldemort were valid, but who in MerlinÕs name would care about who he was
dating? He looked up to see the disgruntled looks on both HermioneÕs and
GinnyÕs faces. Damn!
ÒOh, thatÕs brilliant,Ó
said Ron, who had been reading the article over HarryÕs shoulder. ÒMore reasons for women to throw
themselves at your feet.Ó
Harry glared at Ron. ÒIt isnÕt funny,Ó he snapped.
ÒIt certainly is, mate.
You donÕt know what to do with the women youÕve got already,Ó Ron said,
grinning.
ÒThatÉthatÉ,Ó Hermione
spluttered.
ÒWitch,Ó Neville
supplied, sitting down next to her. He looked flustered and anxious. ÒI know. IÕve just seen Luna, and sheÕs not happy. Something about the Quibbler not catering to an eclectic clientele but serious
seekers of truth and justice.
Something like that.Ó
ÒOoh,Ó Hermione said,
steaming. ÒI thought when she
didnÕt reappear right away last year weÕd seen the end of her. I canÕt believe the insinuations that
woman is making.Ó
ÒVirginia?Ó Ginny ground out through clenched
teeth. ÒWhen have I ever been called Virginia? She makes it sound like IÕm a hanger-on for your fame and
fortune.Ó
Harry rubbed his temple;
his head was pounding, and he felt a vice-like grip tightening it with every
comment. Halloween just never went
his way. As he replayed the words
of the article in his mind, one phrase stuck out glaringly – has some
sort of a deal in place with the Dark Lord in order to fool us all.
Exactly what did she mean by that?
HarryÕs blood began to
boil. ÒDoes she honestly think IÕm
collaborating withÉthatÉ.thatÉthat I
would everÉhe wants to kill me! I
would never-Ó
ÒWe all know that,
Harry,Ó Hermione said soothingly.
ÒRita Skeeter is a nasty piece of work and very vindictive. Obviously, sheÕs still bitter towards
us.Ó
ÒHey, Potter,Ó Blaise
Zabini said loudly as he walked past.
ÒDo you think youÕll be able to tear yourself away from your harem in
time to compete in todayÕs match?
You could always call a forfeit if youÕre otherwiseÉengaged,Ó he said,
looking Ginny up and down leeringly.
ÒWatch it,Ó Harry
growled, his hand clenching around his wand as he stood up to block Ginny from
the SlytherinÕs view.
Zabini took a step back,
chuckling. ÒNo wonder Malfoy
always got under your skin. YouÕre
easy, Potter.Ó
Ginny stood up and
slammed her napkin back onto the table.
ÒIÕm heading over the locker rooms; IÕll see you there.Ó
Harry began to follow,
but she held up her hand. ÒNo, you can go with Ron. I donÕt want anyone to think IÕm sniffing after your
Firebolt as we walk over,Ó she said before turning and storming out of the
Great Hall.
ÒGinny,Ó Harry called,
stunned and more than a little hurt.
ÒLet her cool down,
Harry,Ó Hermione said, patting his arm.
ÒSheÕs not really angry with you, just angry in general.Ó
Harry sat back down and
looked at Hermione uncertainly. She nodded at him with an expression full of
pity that irritated him to no end.
He glanced over at Ron and realized his friend had lost his amused
expression and was re-reading the article with a frown.
ÒAll right, Ron?Ó he
asked.
ÒIt makes it sound like
my whole family is after you for your money,Ó Ron said bitterly. ÒWeÕve been doing all right since
Sirius left us an inheritance.Ó
Harry blinked and looked
away.
ÒWait a minute,Ó Ron
said, his ears turning red. ÒIt was Sirius, right?
You didnÕt have anything
to do with it.Ó
ÒItÕs from SiriusÕs
estate,Ó Harry said quietly.
ÒBut who left it to us
– Sirius or you?Ó Ron demanded.
Harry stared determinedly
at his uneaten breakfast. ÒWhatÕs
the difference? It all came from Sirius.Ó
ÒOh, thatÕs just
brilliant,Ó Ron said, pushing away from the table and storming out after
Ginny. ÒThanks a lot, mate.Ó
Harry shut his eyes
tightly. He didnÕt move until he
felt HermioneÕs hand on his arm.
ÒI didnÕt know you had done that.Ó
ÒIt was a long time ago,Ó
Harry said, swallowing against the painful lump in his throat. ÒAfter SiriusÕs will was read. I didnÕt want any of it. I have to get to the locker room.Ó He pushed away from the table and
ignored Lavender and ParvatiÕs good luck wishes. He made the long walk across
the Hogwarts grounds alone.
Harry dressed for the
game in silence. The tension in
the Gryffindor Quidditch locker room was high and felt by all. Harry thought it was a bad omen for
their game. He could see Nate
Daniels standing to the side of the room slightly apart from everyone else and
looking painfully nervous. He
remembered how frightened heÕd been the day of his first game, and how Fred and
George had made him feel worse. He
decided to take pity on the new young Chaser.
ÒHi, Nate,Ó he said,
strolling up to the boy.
ÒNervous?Ó
NateÕs dark eyes opened
wide. He nodded mutely.
ÒDonÕt be; youÕll be
fine. Just follow Ginny and Holly,
watch for their signals, and youÕll be all right,Ó Harry said, smiling. ÒOh, and if you see a Bludger coming at
you, duck.Ó
ÒGood advice, Harry,Ó
Ginny said sarcastically. ÒYou
should also tell him he shouldnÕt try to catch it.Ó
Harry spun around and
looked at her uncertainly. ÒYeah,Ó
he finally said, rubbing his wrist.
ÒThat hurts.Ó
Ginny bit her lip and
kicked at the ground. ÒIÕm sorry I
shouted at you,Ó she mumbled, still not looking up.
ÒPardon?Ó Harry asked,
his lips twitching.
ÒIÕm sorry I shouted at
you,Ó Ginny repeated through gritted teeth.
Harry smiled and wrapped
his arms around her. ÒIÕm sorry,
too. Rita is completely out of
line. I need to warn you, thoughÉif I know Rita, itÕs probably just the start.Ó
Ginny took a deep
breath. ÒItÕs not fair. She takes just enough of the truth to
make all her lies believable.
Journalism should be about the facts, not opinions and innuendo.Ó
Harry shrugged.
Ginny frowned at
him. ÒYouÕve had to deal with all
of this before. It might take me a bit to get used to it, but I will. IÕm not going to let a woman who turns
herself into a bug get to me.Ó
Harry gaped at her, ÒWhat- How- When-Ó
ÒHermione told me,Ó she
said.
ÒIÕm sorry she upset
you.Ó
ÒNot your fault,Ó Ginny
said, wrapping her arms around his waist.
Her gaze locked with his, and he found himself unable to tear his eyes
away.
Nate cleared his throat.
ÒOkay, then. I suppose IÕll see
you out there.Ó
Neither Harry nor Ginny
responded as Harry lowered his lips to hers. His spine tingled when she ran her tongue along his bottom
lip, and he pressed her body close to his. It was a deep kiss, full of promise, and Harry felt his
knees shaking with the intensity. They broke apart a few moments later, gasping
for breath. Maybe this game wasnÕt
as doomed as he thought. Harry
felt like he could fly without the aid of the Firebolt at that moment.
Ron appeared and called
the team together. He refused to
meet HarryÕs eyes as he began speaking.
ÒOkay, this is it. This is
my last year at Hogwarts, and I want that Quidditch Cup. ItÕs Slytherin. They play dirty, so
keep your eyes open. Nate, stick
close to Ginny and Holly. All you
have to do is follow their lead.
The rest of you know what to do.
Go out there and kick some arse.Ó
Harry let Ginny go
outside with the rest of the team, but he hung back waiting for Ron.
ÒI donÕt want to talk
about it now, Harry,Ó Ron said, slamming his locker shut with his broom. ÒLetÕs get out there and win this game,
and weÕll deal with it later.
Besides, if you catch the Snitch after we have enough points to catch
Hufflepuff, it just might put you back on my good side.Ó
Harry fought a grin. ÒIÕll see what I can do.Ó
ÒYou do that,Ó Ron said,
as the two entered the pitch.
When Harry mounted his
broom, it finally dawned on him how cold it was. Much too cold for October, he thought. The sky was gray, and there was moisture
in the air. He hoped it wouldnÕt
rain. As much as he loved
Quidditch, it was no fun to play in the rain, particularly a cold rain. He saw
Blaise Zabini opposite him, wearing that amused expression he always wore and
Harry found so irritating. He really
wanted to beat him to the Snitch.
Madam Hooch blew her
whistle, and they were off. Harry
zoomed high into the air and made a wide circle above the pitch as fast as he
could. The speed was exhilarating,
and he breathed in deeply while his eyes scanned for the Snitch. He could see GinnyÕs red hair blowing
behind her as she raced toward the hoops to make the first score.
ÒAnd itÕs a 10-0 lead for
Gryffindor,Ó droned Luke DonovanÕs voice.
Harry had hoped there would be a new commentator this year. ÒGryffindor has a relatively new Chaser
line-up. Both Ginny Weasley and
Holy Proctor joined the team last year, while Nate Daniels is the newest
member, playing in his first game.Ó
Harry continued his
search while also trying to pay attention to the scoring. Gryffindor was ahead, but not by
much. While the Gryffindor Chasers
were good, the Slytherin Beaters were outstanding. Ginny, Holly and Nate spent more time dodging the Bludgers
than chasing the Quaffle. Both
girls were trying to cover the less experienced Nate, and it was making scoring
difficult. Nate wasnÕt bad; he was
quick in his maneuvers and even managed a few scores, but he looked like a
scared rabbit, and the Slytherins could see it. Of course, they went right for him; Harry would have
done the same thing, but it didnÕt mean he wasnÕt annoyed by it.
He decided that if he saw
the Snitch, he was just going to go for it immediately. There was no way that this game was
going to be a runaway. He just
hoped he saw it before Zabini did.
TheyÕd been playing for nearly two hours when Harry realized there were
snowflakes in the air. Halloween
was entirely too early for snow, but here it was.
As the wind picked up,
the snow began blowing sideways, making it nearly impossible to see. The cold stung HarryÕs face, and his
fingers and toes were feeling rather numb. He had to quickly get out of the way of Holly Proctor as she
sped by him with the Quaffle. One
of the Slytherins Beaters followed her, but, realizing he had no hope of
catching her, instead launched the Bludger towards Harry.
Harry didnÕt see it
coming until it was nearly on top of him.
He dodged sharply to the side and scraped his arm along some of the
bleachers. He felt the fabric on his
Quidditch uniform tear as the metal scraped his arm. His breath hissed as the cold air made contact with his now
exposed and bleeding flesh.
Despite the scratch, he managed to straighten his broom before he crashed
and flew back towards the center of the pitch.
He could hear the
relieved sighs from the Gryffindor stands and the groans and catcalls from the
Slytherins. As he turned to glare
at the Slytherin side of the stands, he saw it – a brief glimmer of gold
against the snow that was now lightly covering the ground. The snow wasnÕt
really accumulating; it was just enough to block the lines on the pitch and
become a nuisance.
Zabini saw the Snitch at
the same moment as Harry, and the two of them made a mad dash for it. They were equidistant from it and both
riding Firebolts. Harry felt the
wind whipping past his face as he rushed toward the prize. No way was Zabini beating him. He leaned forward so he was nearly
lying along the length of his broom.
It was enough; HarryÕs fingers closed around the Snitch as ZabiniÕs hand
closed around HarryÕs.
He yanked his hand away
and punched his fist in the air.
ÒSorry, Zabini – youÕre not my type,Ó he yelled cheekily as he
sped towards his jubilant teammates.
ÒHarry Potter has the
Snitch. Gryffindor wins, 250 to
90,Ó Donovan said tonelessly. ÒI
hope that Ministry scout was paying attention.Ó
A/N: Okay, folks. First off, IÕd like to thank my beta,
Mistral, for all her time and effort.
I really appreciate all your work.
Second, IÕd like to thank all of you readers and especially reviewers for the all the support. ItÕs been really encouraging. My muse has FINALLY been active for me again these past two weeks and IÕve been writing like a madwoman. IÕve begun the chapters that take place during the final battle, so keep that positive energy coming. Thanks!