HereÕs the second version, when SamÕs thirteen. It was suggested a while ago that I
post this one here, because that way I could attach the appropriate rating and
not worry about messing with RPG content rules. I thought it was time I got around to that. YouÕll probably notice that much of the
beginning sections are identical; thatÕs because these were never really meant
to exist as separate scenes. If
one happened, the other wouldnÕt.
As I was writing it the two different ideas came up on how it should
end, so I simply wrote both. Hope
you like this one, anyhow.
Severus Snape sat down gracefully across from his daughter, his usual fluidity
of movement doing little to mask the profoundly uncomfortable expression on his
face. This was something for which he had no experience, no potion to whip up
or ingredient list to memorise. Well, there was a related potion, but one he dearly hoped he was not called on to make—or
rather, he would make his usual batch for Madam Pomfrey, and never be aware of
it if his daughter made any use of the supply. He rather thought he would
make a special request to ensure that he did not know.
Nevertheless, the position he now found himself in seemed to be unavoidable. He
and Ros had agreed this was a necessary discussion, she had given him a
significant look, and was now mysteriously nowhere to be found. Severus was
certainly enough of a Slytherin to read the signs.
He cleared his throat, another thing he rarely found the need to do. ÒSamantha,Ó
he said firmly, Òwe need to have a talk.Ó
ÒIs this about the turning Uncle RemusÕ hair green? Because—Ó
ÒNo,Ó he said swiftly. ÒIt has nothing to do with that.Ó
ÒOh. Is it—Ó Sam paused. If it was about
one of her recent pranks, surely heÕd tell her that. If it wasnÕt, there was no
need to reveal any he didnÕt know of yet. ÒWhat is it about, then?Ó
Severus swallowed. ÒWell. Seeing as you are—the age you are, if you havenÕt
come to noticeÉother young people in aÉdifferent way, you—Ó he stopped,
and cast about in his mind. His throat seemed to tighten at the most
inopportune momentsÉ ÒYou often visit the Riddle manor, or live there for
stretches of time, of course. So you may be near others closer to your age, and
care for those younger than you. Surely you must have noticed that to—for
younger children to appear, there is a certain—process that must unfold.Ó
Light dawned, and Sam smirked a little.
ÒDad, are you talking about sex?Ó
SeverusÕ jaw went slack, for a fraction of a second. ÒI, er—well—yes,Ó he admitted. His eyebrows quirked, and he spoke before he could stop himself. ÒHow did youÉ? Never mind,Ó he added quickly. ÒI doubt I want to know.Ó
ÒOh, you can learn all kinds of things at Hogwarts,Ó said Sam, grinning.
ÒI said I did not wish to know!Ó he repeated forcefully.
Sam nodded, subsiding. Then she looked up, honestly curious. ÒSo, if I liked a boy, and we thought it might go somewhere, you wouldnÕt mind?Ó
Severus frowned, but eventually sighed and nodded. ÒAs long as you did your utmost to be certain before making such steps, made sure to take the proper precautions if you did so, and,Ó he lowered his brows, glowering across the desk, Òrefrained from ever subjecting me to details
Sam nodded, smiling slightly, and turned to leave. Severus
sighed and lowered his head to rest on his hands. If heÕd been paying
attention, he might have noticed the gleam in her eyes as she stuck her head
back in again. ÒDaddy? What if I liked a girl?Ó
His head whipped up in shock, but she was gone again. His mouth opened and closed wordlessly several times. His hands clenched and he entertained wild fantasies of vaulting his desk and sprinting after her through the halls of Hogwarts. Then he sighed again, and reached for Floo powder and a headache potion.