Thoughts of Pudding by Brian 64
Chapter 21: Training Begins.
Wednesday 26th June,
1996.
"So Em; do you feel like taking
a walk over to that meadow Xeno was talking about after we finish this?"
Dan asked his wife, handing her the last plate to dry and then starting on the
cutlery.
"Didn't you get enoughÉ walking this afternoon?" She asked him with a sly smile. Truth be
told, she liked the idea as well, but agreeing too easily would spoil the
thrill of the chase for Dan.
"I likeÉ walking with you." Dan said, grinning at her. "When was the last
time we took a holiday to a lovely spot like this? No TV. No phones. No
trafficÉ."
"Well, when was the last time
we got to sit in and listen to Hermione's teachers planning lessons?" She
countered.
"A good point," Dan
conceded. "However, we'll have plenty of opportunities to watch the kids
train, and I'm sure that afterwards we'll know what questions to ask them about
why they set the lessons up a particular way. At the moment, all we'll do is
get in the way of their preparation."
Emma mentally gave him a point as
she finished drying off the cutlery. He'd already wiped down the bench top and
was draining the sink.
"All right, we'll go for a
walk; but you owe me a foot massage after we get back. I haven't broken in
these new shoes yet and they're a bit tight." She said, smiling.
"Deal! But you should ask
Minerva to spell your shoes for you. I'm sure she must know something that will
help make them more comfortable for you."
"I'll ask her, but don't think
you're going to weasel out of that foot rub, mister!" She told him,
hanging up the tea towel. "How about you put these away for me while I go
and see her?" She asked, heading outside to find Hermione's teacher.
A few minutes later, the Grangers
were walking hand in hand on their way to Gofars €ngar. They walked along quietly,
enjoying each other's company, and when Dan finally broke the silence, it
wasn't a question that Emma was expecting.
"Do you think we should start
looking around for another magical school for the kids to go to?"
"What brought that up?"
She asked, curious about his intentions. Perhaps he did just want to walk and
talk after all.
"I've been thinking over what
the others told us about the will readings today. I still can't get over the
fact that their headmaster let Harry's godfather rot in that prison all that
time. Since he was the one that cast that secrecy charm over their house, he
knew exactly who the secret keeper was." Dan shook his head. "I don't
know, Em. If he can justify doing that, then what's to stop him doing something
to Hermione if he decides it's better for Harry that she isn't so close to him?
Is she going to end up petrified in the hospital wing for months again? I
honestly don't know what the man is capable of, and I'm not sure I want to find
out."
Emma shuddered as she remembered the
horror that was Hermione's second year. First there was the time she spent as a
half-cat due to some potions accident, and then the time she'd spent petrified
waiting for some potion to be ready. She still wasn't sure how Hermione had
managed to talk them into letting her go back for her third year.
She thought for a minute, and then
turned to Dan. "I think we need to have a serious conversation with
Minerva. She's going to be getting some sort of unbreakable promise from the
headmaster on Friday, so we need to get see if we can get some clauses in that
will protect Hermione as well."
"And if she can't get the
promise from him that we want?" Dan asked, already knowing the answer.
"Then she won't be going back
to Hogwarts!" Emma stated firmly, confirming her husband's suspicions.
"Thanks to Minerva's questions that first night, we already know Harry
would happily fund a move overseas if it would keep his friends safe."
He nodded his agreement, then raised
an eyebrow. Emma knew what he was asking and nodded back. 'Yes, we'll talk
to Hermione about it first, but we're going to do it anyway.'
They were her parents after all, and
they were going to do whatever they could to protect her.
~o~
A few hours later, Dan and Emma were
snuggled up on a conjured sofa around the small campfire, talking with Remus
who had stayed up. The conversation had turned to Moody's acceptance of the
kids going off on a night out with just Tonks, though Remus had picked up loud
and clear the underlying concern of two parents whose daughter was off on a
late night out.
"ÉAll I'm saying is that I'm
surprised Alastor let them go off without a fight, given the fuss he was making
about going to the pictures the other day." Emma said, continuing the
point she was trying to make.
Remus nodded. "Before the will
reading he wouldn't have let them go without a fight." He confirmed.
Emma's forehead furrowed in thought.
"So what changed, then? I can't see him being impressed with Harry's
titles and money, soÉ Oh, wait, it's Fawkes, isn't it? Something about
Fawkes!"
Remus nodded. "I thought his
eye was going to pop out of his head when he saw Fawkes come back with Harry
this afternoon. Then, after Harry's little discussion just before they left
tonight, I think you can safely say that Alastor is now as relaxed as he's ever
going to get."
Dan shook his head. "Sorry,
Remus, but I need you to spell it out for me. The camp fire's made me a bit
fuzzy."
Remus unconsciously adopted the teaching
persona he'd cultivated while a professor at Hogwarts, and questioned them to
help them work it out for themselves. "Do you remember how Harry
interacted with Fawkes before today?"
Emma's expression cleared up as the
question gave her the hint she need. "I get it now. Fawkes was just a bird
to him before, because Harry had no idea what he would do. But now it's like
Fawkes is communicating back to him somehow, and Harry understands him."
"10 points to the Grangers.
Yes, that's it exactly. But what you need to know is that the only reason Harry
would be able to do that is if Fawkes chose to bond with him. Harry's clear
demonstration of that bond is what has caused Alastor to back down."
"So Fawkes is bonded to Harry
now? What does that mean?" Dan asked.
"I'd say probably still
bonding, but that's just a guess as not a lot is really known about phoenix
bondings. This is a really good thing for Harry, as familiars won't let
anything happen to their companions if they can help it." Remus clarified.
"You mean, Fawkes can just grab
him and take him away from any real danger?" Emma said, then became
annoyed as she thought about the ramifications. "Well that's just fine for
Harry! But what about Hermione and Luna? If trouble strikes, then instead of
having Harry there to help protect them, they'll be watching that bird whisk
him away to safety!"
Remus flinched as Emma's tone
clearly accused him of allowing her daughter to be in increased danger without
so much as a warning.
Remus shook his head. "I don't think
you have to worry about that. Harry would step in front of a killing curse for
those girls, and Fawkes would fly in front of him to take it first."
The Grangers thought about that for
a minute, but they were still left with the feeling that things had become a
little less safe for the girls. There wasn't time for any other questions
though, as, with a flash of fire, the object of their discussion appeared with
Luna and Hermione. Fawkes took off and was back a few seconds later with Tonks
and Harry.
Luna walked up to Tonks and gave her
a hug, saying a very sincere thank you for taking them out for such a fun
night. Then she stepped over to Harry and gave him a very thorough goodnight
kiss, before waving her goodnights to the others.
Somewhat dazedly, Harry muttered his
own goodnights as well, and had actually taken a couple of steps before giving
his head a small shake. He turned around and walked up to hug Tonks, giving her
an equally sincere thank you. Then as they both let go, he grinned at her and
said "You're right, cousin, what's not to love about you?"
She laughed and ruffled his already
messy hair. "Go to bed, cuz. Training starts early tomorrow,
remember?"
He nodded, and gave a few more
goodnights before heading into the tent and his bed. Shortly afterwards, Tonks,
and then Remus said their own goodnights, leaving the Grangers sitting around
the fire by themselves. Hermione had taken a seat and was currently staring at
the flames, deep in thought.
"Penny for them?" Emma
said after a few minutes, realising that Hermione wasn't going to volunteer
whatever it was that had her so preoccupied.
Hermione looked up with such a lost
expression on her face that Emma moved apart from Dan to give her room to
cuddle in between them if she wanted to. Hermione did.
Once they were all settled, the
three of them returned to looking at the fire. Hermione's parents were content
to wait for her to start talking now that she was between them.
Slowly, Hermione talked about Harry,
and Emma and Dan listened with some sympathy as the story came out. They
learned how she eventually realised her feelings for him, her conversations
with Luna and then with Harry, and then finally, Luna's plan for getting Harry
to make a real choice between the two girls.
Dan looked over Hermione's head at
Emma and gave her a look that she correctly interpreted as 'all yours!'
"Well, if I understand this
right, you're going to have a boyfriend tomorrow after Luna tells him her plan.
How do you feel about that, love?"
"I don't know. What am I
supposed to do?" She asked plaintively.
"Well, putting Luna and
everything else aside, would you want him as a boyfriend?"
Hermione nodded. "Yes, I
would."
"So what are you worried about,
then? From tomorrow you'll have just as much chance as Harry does to decide if
you want to take your friendship in that direction, or leave it as it is."
"I know mum, but what about
Luna? What has she done to deserve having me try to steal her boyfriend from
her?"
"She hasn't done anything
wrong, sweetie. In fact, she's doing something incredibly brave for such a
young girl. I have so much respect for her I can't begin to tell you. That goes
for you as well. The fact that you're feeling so terrible about this shows that
you respect her claim to him, so you can forget all about that silly notion
that you're somehow stealing him."
Dan watched as Hermione processed
what her mother told her, and then slowly nod her acceptance of the words.
"You know, Hermione, you're going to have to be yourself over the next few
days, and act as though Luna doesn't have any claim to him other than as a
friend."
He watched as her daughter's head
turned to look at him in surprise, and then answered her unspoken question.
"Luna's doing this because she wants Harry to be with the girl he really
wants. She's already told you her reasons for that. You need to behave as you
normally would if you were Harry's girlfriend, otherwise you'll be cheating all
three of you."
At his daughter's confused look he
looked over at Emma to see if she could make it any clearer for her.
"Suppose you were Luna, love,
and you had Harry as your boyfriend because his friend had chased him away out
of a sense of misguided loyalty to you. How would you cope when you saw the
occasional look on his face as he looked at his friend as though wondering what
might have been? How long could that go on before you started hating both of
them?" Her mother asked.
Hermione's eyes widened as though
she finally understood why it was so important for Luna to do this. She really
did need Harry to make a proper choice.
"This way, Luna gets to stay
best friends with both you and Harry, and she still has a chance that Harry
will choose her, or that you'll decide that you don't want him as a boyfriend.
The only thing that can mess things up is if you push Harry awayÉ again."
Her mother said.
Hermione nodded. Then something
occurred to her; "But what if he decides he does want to be with Luna
after all?"
"Well, what if he does? How is
that any worse than things are now? At least this way you'll know as well, and
can move on." Dan said.
Hermione thought about it, and
eventually gave a wry smile and nodded. "You're right, daddy. It would be
better to know for sure. You guys are great. I would have messed this up
without you and mum."
Her parents accepted her hugs and
returned them, then sent her off to bed.
After watching her walk into the
tent she shared with Harry and the Lovegoods, they got up and walked off to
their own room in the other tent.
Dan felt Emma's smirk even before he
looked over and saw it on her face. "I noticed you didn't say anything to
her about how you'll be threatening Harry tomorrow." She told him.
Dan smirked right back. "She
had enough to be getting on with tonight. Besides, it's every dad's right to
threaten his daughter's boyfriend."
"Uh-huh. What about boyfriends
that can take on basilisks, dragons and dark lords?"
"He treats her right or he's
going down!" Dan said, shrugging.
"My hero!" Emma said,
laughing. "My dead hero, but still my
hero."
Dan laughed along with her as they
walked inside.
~o~
When Hermione entered the room she
shared with Luna, she noticed the girl was already lying in her own bed.
Hermione got changed into her pyjamas, and was about to climb into her own bed
when she turned around and walked over to Luna's.
Kneeling down, she said softly
"Luna?"
Luna opened her eyes and looked at
her.
"I'll do it." Hermione
said. "I'll do it properly, so that you can get a proper choice."
Luna reached over and pulled
Hermione close so that she could hug her. "Thank you! Thank you,
Hermione." She said.
"You're welcome, Luna, and
thank you, too. I didn't really understand, but my parents explained it to me.
If they hadn't I'd probably have messed this up for the three of us."
Hermione pulled back from the hug,
and looked at Luna. "You know, we still have to convince Harry tomorrow.
I'm not quite sure how you're going to do that."
Luna shrugged. "Neither do I
yet. But I'll worry about that tomorrow. I'm really tired now and need some
sleep."
"Me too." Hermione said.
They looked at each other for a few seconds, and Hermione thought she saw
something in Luna's expression, though it was very hard to see in the very dim
light. "Well, are you going to make room for me?" she asked.
She smiled as Luna quickly moved to
the other side of the bed and held the covers up so that Hermione could slide
in to bed.
They were cuddled up and asleep less
than five minutes later.
~o~
Tonks woke early and, after dressing
quickly in clothes suitable for exercise, went over to the Lovegood's tent.
Opening the door to the girl's room, she was quite surprised to learn of their
sleeping arrangements.
'This is going to work out even
better than I expected' she thought as she drew her
wand on the sleeping girls.
~o~
Harry woke instantly as he heard
Hermione's scream. Exploding out of his bed, his wand was in hand and he was
halfway to the door when he heard her yell out, 'Tonks, how could you?'
When Harry saw the scene in the
girl's room from the open door, his brain decided to lock up while his eyes
dutifully recorded everything to permanent storage.
Tonks was sending a water jet over
to wake up the girlsÉ who were in the same bedÉ very wetÉ
Hermione's shrieks raised an octave
as she noticed Harry in the doorway looking in. Tonks looked around, and taking
pity on the girls, cancelled her Aguamenti charm
and started pushing Harry out and closed the door after they'd both left.
"Nothing to see here,
Harry!" She said, laughing. "Well – that's a lie, of course,
but nothing you're going to see now." She looked him over, smirking, and
said "Nice abs!"
"Huh?" Harry said, as the
comment slowly penetrated his brain. It had slowly started rebooting after the
door had closed. Harry suddenly realised he was standing there in front of
Tonks, clad in only his boxers. He let out a girlish squeak before running back
into his own room and slamming the door.
Tonks laughed out loud and yelled
out to the teens "Be out front and dressed for exercise in five minutes,
or tomorrow morning I'll be getting you up an hour earlier!"
Walking out of the tent, she headed
over to the table and conjured 4 water bottles, then filled them with her wand.
She looked up and grimaced as she saw who it was that was hurrying out of the
tent, struggling to finish putting on a shirt.
"Oh hell, I'm really sorry
Xeno. I forgot to put up a silencing charm on your door before I woke the kids
up for their training.
"Ahhh! Right, well, ummm.. not
to worry, not to worry. I'll just, ummmÉ " Xeno trailed off as his barely
awake brain struggled to find anything he could say to try and make things less
uncomfortable for Tonks. "You know what, it's a lovely morning, so I'll
just have a stroll and see if I can find any fresh Snorkack tracks. Yes!
Wonderful idea! Who knows what I might find? Hmmm, yes, yesÉ an early start
could be just the ticket!" Xeno continued muttering happily to himself as
he walked off in the direction of the nearby lake.
Tonks watched him walk off with a
thoughtful expression on her face, until she heard someone exit the tent and
walk over to her. Tonks noted with some amusement that although Harry still had
traces of his blush, he was at least able to make eye contact with her.
"All right, Harry, know
anything about exercising properly? No? Well, not to worry. Basically, we need
to make sure our muscles are warmed up before we start using them, and then we
need to help them to relax again afterward. We also need to make sure we keep
our fluids up since we'll be doing some sweating."
She threw him one of the water
bottles, and grabbed one for herself and took a few mouthfuls.
"Just do a little heel-toe and
running on the spot while we wait for the girls, then I'll take you all through
some stretching exercises over there on the grass."
She demonstrated what she wanted him
to do and was about to go inside and collect the girls at wand point when they
came out. Luna gave Harry a cheerful good morning, but didn't interrupt his
exercising to give him a hug or kiss. Hermione gave him a soft good morning but
wouldn't meet his eyes.
They girls both caught the bottles
Tonks threw to them, and took some sips at her gesture. Establishing that none
of her three trainees had undertaken any formal exercising, she led them all
over to a flat grassy area and conjured some large padded mats.
Over the next 20 minutes, she led
them through an assortment of stretching exercises, then cycled them through
various physical exercises interspersed with more stretching and running on the
spot.
"Ok, what I'm going to do now
is teach you how to punch, Tae Kwon Do styleÉ First we get into the Naranhi
Junbi Sogi, the Ready stanceÉ So when I call out
'Choon Bee', this is how I want you to stand."
The teens watched and mimicked her
stance as she placed her feet in line with her shoulders, and bent her knees
slightly. Her elbows were bent and her hands were clenched in fists below her
navel about a fist length apart, and the same distance away from her body.
"Feels pretty silly now,
doesn't it? But you'll get used to it. Now, this is how I want you to punch. It
starts back here from your waistÉ"
Bringing both fists back in line
with her waist and pointing upwards, she then demonstrated a punch with her
right hand, and then her left. Starting very slowly so they could see how her
forearm twisted, she increased her speed until her arms were almost a blur.
With her final strike, she let out a
yell that sounded like "Ki-yah!", startling her students.
Reminding them to make sure their
shoulders didn't extend past their bodies, she instructed them to practice
punching in slow motion, and she walked among them, adjusting movements when
necessary
After a few minutes of practice, she
conjured up padded targets for each of them to practice striking, and had them
strike it slowly a few times, and then faster and harder. Conjuring a handheld
padded target for herself to hold, she paired off with them in turn and bracing
herself, had them strike it so that she could measure their punches.
The impacts didn't seem to have much
force, so she tried explaining it again. "Remember, you're aiming at a
point just past where you're actually going to strike, so aim to hit the back of this pad, not the front. You with me now?"
This had the desired effect, and the
punches from each of them improved. Finally, she had them repeat the exercise,
this time with them letting out a yell as they struck each time.
Satisfied with their first efforts,
she had them shake out their arms, drink some water and return to jogging on
the spot for a minute, before telling them to sprint over to a particular tree
and back until she told them to stop.
Finally, she finished them off with
some more sit ups and push ups, before setting them some cooling down
stretches.
She chuckled quietly to herself as
she overheard the almost whispered comments amongst the teens. "She's
totally evil! I'm surprised she doesn't already have her own band of Death
Eaters." "She probably does, and they all worship the Dark Lady
Nym-" "No! don't say it. Call her 'She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named!'"
She laughed aloud at the last
comment, and giving herself a set of red eyes, she turned back to them to
dismiss them.
"Right you three, that was a
good first effort. We're going to do the same thing tomorrow morning, and over
the next few weeks I can take you through the first few Hyungs- errr, Tae Kwon
Do routines if you like. They're good for practicing your strikes and they'll
improve your balance. I still think it's more important to get your fitness and
endurance up before we focus on that too much. Anyway, the point I'm trying to
make is that you get some say in which direction we train once you can run
around without falling over, okay? Good. Off to the showers, and get some
breakfast, then you can see what Remus has for you."
Taking Luna's hand after they'd
climbed to their feet, Harry missed Luna's meaningful look at Hermione. What he
couldn't fail to miss though was the feeling of Hermione's hand claiming his
own. When he looked at her she met his eyes as though daring him to let go of
her hand. When he didn't, she smiled and gave his hand a small squeeze, which
he returned.
He looked at Luna on his left, and
gave her a look that clearly asked 'what's going on?' But Luna simply gave him one of her enigmatic smiles, and started
walking back to the tents.
Letting the girls shower first, he
sat in his room and leafed through one of the new books he'd taken out of his
new library to read; 'Practical
Defensive Magic and its Use Against the Dark Arts.' It didn't take him long to realise
that this was the same book Sirius and Remus had bought him last Christmas, and
that the slightly dog-eared original was buried somewhere in his old trunk.
Deciding he'd send the new copy off
to Ginny for use with the DA, he quilled a short note to her and tied it to the
book. Deciding that the trip was too far to interrupt Hedwig's own holiday, he
asked Fawkes if he wouldn't mind dropping it off for him.
Harry was somewhat shocked as he
suddenly relived a memory from his fourth year. It was during the period before
the first task when he and Ron weren't speaking to each other, and he'd asked
Hermione to pass on a message to Ron for him. She'd turned around and told him
that she wasn't an owl.
"Sorry, Fawkes," Harry
told the phoenix sincerely, "I guess I have been taking advantage of you
lately, haven't I? It's ok, I'll get it to her another way."
Harry spent the next ten minutes
caressing and talking to Fawkes, until he got the knock on his door that
signalled the bathroom was free. When he had finished and returned to his room,
he found the book and note missing, and a letter from Ginny was in its place.
'Thanks Harry, This book looks
excellent for the DA. Can't say much as Fawkes looks like he wants to go. Say
hi to everyone for me. Stay safe, Ginny.'
Walking over to Fawkes, Harry gave
him another caress. "Thank you, Fawkes. You didn't have to do that, but I
appreciate it."
As he stepped out of the tent, he
walked over to Luna and gave her their first kiss of the day, and then sat down
next to her and served himself some muesli. Focussing on his breakfast, he
didn't notice that Hermione had got up with her empty bowl, and timing it just
right, leaned over and gave him a good morning kiss of her own before he took
his next spoonful. He was hardly a kiss connoisseur with his few days
experience, but even he realised that this was more than just a friendly kiss
between friends.
After she pulled back, she gave him
a wink and then walked off smiling into the tent to wash the dishes.
He turned to Luna only to find her
smiling at him again. "Luna, you know something, don't you? Would you
please tell me what is going on?"
"Of course, Harry. As soon as
we've finished training with Remus, we'll go for a walk and talk about it,
ok?"
Harry nodded, happy enough to wait
now that he knew there was an answer coming. In the meantime, his thoughts
continually probed at the question as he finished eating. He'd thought they'd
sorted everything out yesterday afternoon, so had he done something last night
that led Hermione on? He'd danced with both her and Tonks, of course, but Luna
had told him to do that.
The feel of a hand softly running
through his hair brought him out of his thoughts and he looked up to see Luna
standing next to him. "Come on, Harry, Remus is waiting for us."
They walked over to the same grassy
area that seemed to have become their training ground. This time they had a
couple of spectators, as Dan and Emma had decided to watch how Apparation was
taught.
Remus separated them so that they
were five feet apart, and conjured hoops in front of each teenager. He
explained the 'Three D's' in detail, and demonstrated the process a couple of
times himself before setting them to practice.
It seemed that nothing was going to
happen until, with a pop, Harry appeared within his hoop.
"I did it!" He yelled, and
pumped a fist into the air. He looked around as everyone stared at him, though
they seemed more shocked than pleased, then they all looked to Remus.
"Yes, well, sometimes during
apparation, it's possible to leave part of yourself behind. This is called
'splinching', and it happens all too frequentlyÉ"
As Remus spoke, Harry was trying to
inventory himself to try and work out what he'd lost.
"Its normally a fairly easy job
to reattach the missing fingernail or leg or whatever butÉ Harry, how the hell
did you manage to splinch your hair?"
Harry's eyes widened as he put his
hands to his head. He was as bald as an egg.
He looked desperately at Remus.
"Remus, please tell me that you can fix this. You can, can't you?"
Harry looked back at where he had
been standing before apparating, and saw a very small pile of hair, and a quite
a bit of it blowing off in the wind. In desperation, Harry drew his wand and
cast "Accio Harry's hair!"
He ended up with barely a scant
handful of hair, but after looking at the expression on Remus' face, he sighed
dejectedly and just let it go.
The others came over to Harry to
reassure him. "Well, look on the bright side, Harry. This is probably the
tidiest your head's been in years!" Dan said, smiling, while Emma smacked
him over the back of his own head for his insensitivity.
The absurdity of the comment struck
Harry as funny, and he couldn't help but chuckle briefly. He supposed it
wouldn't really hit him until he actually saw himself in a mirror.
Remus was concerned about
continuing. Usually seeing how easily the splinching was reversed was enough to
get people back on track, but with Harry's splinching unresolved, their focus
was going to be questionable. "Do you want to stop the lesson early and pick
it up again tomorrow?" he asked.
Dan whispered in Harry's ear.
"Make it so!" Harry said.
Emma and Hermione both burst out
laughing, while Dan grinned and just said "Told you!" at Harry's
confused look.
Taking pity on him, Hermione walked
over to Harry and grabbed his hand. "Come on 'Jean Luc', Luna and I need to have a talk with you anyway. I can tell you all
about Star Trek at the same time.
~o~
"So Riker's the first officer,
and that's why Picard calls him 'Number One'?" Harry asked Hermione, who
nodded. She'd given him a concise rundown on the Enterprise 'D' crew and plot.
"And Data's the android second
officer, but his job is mostly just to look stuff up while the blind guy gets
the cool job of flying the ship?" He asked, and got another nod. 'Time
to strike' he thought.
"So why doesn't Picard call
Data 'Number Two? Especially since he's got such a crappy job?"
Hermione didn't laugh, but her lips
twitched and it took a full minute before she could calmly reply, "I don't
know, Harry."
They walked quietly for a minute
before Hermione asked him what it felt like to apparate.
"Well, everything goes black
and it's like you're pressed really hard all over, and you feel like you can't
breathe. You get this feeling like you're being squeezed through a hosepipe,
and then just when you think it's over, your head gets really cold."
'Gotcha this time!' he thought, as Hermione and Luna both processed the list of
feelings and then started giggling as they got to the last one.
When the laughter died down, Harry
directed a meaningful look at Hermione, and then at Luna when Hermione didn't
say anything.
"Harry, do you remember those
conversations we had, which basically came down to you deciding which of us
you'd rather be dating?" Luna asked him.
Harry nodded. He had a feeling this
was going to come up again.
"Well, I don't think you can
make a proper choice until you know what you're choosing between."
"Huh? Of course I know."
Harry protested.
"Harry, you know your 'friend'
Hermione, but you don't know whether she would be a good girlfriend, or even a
great one for you. So I want you to be her boyfriend until Sunday, and then you
can tell us who you would rather date."
"Luna, how can I be her
boyfriend when I'm already with you?" The words were barely out of his
mouth when he wanted to call them back. He knew what she'd say.
"Because I'll just be your best
friend for the next few days. Oh, don't be sad, Harry. Things won't change all
that much between us. We can still hug and hold hands like you've been doing
with Hermione until today. And you'll have Hermione to kiss instead of
me."
"LunaÉ"
"Please do this for me, Harry.
Do this for us, the three of us."
"I don'tÉ its not right, I'm
already with you."
"YouÕre very loyal, Harry. It's
one of your best qualities, but let me ask you something. Why are you so
worried? If you truly only want to
be with me, then all that will happen is that in a few days you'll choose me
and we'll be together. And we'll each have the gift of knowing that being
together wasn't an accident of timing.
"ButÉ but what about Hermione?
Is it fair to play with her feelings for those days?"
"Harry! How could you say
something so unkind?" Luna said, scolding him. "You take that
back!"
Harry was confused. "What did I
say?"
Luna was incensed. "You just
said that Hermione didn't have any hope of winning you over. Tell her the
truth!"
Harry looked over at Hermione who
was looking at him with watery eyes and one of the saddest expressions he'd
ever seen on her face. He felt ashamed and looked down. "I'm sorry,
Hermione. I shouldn't have said that. Luna's right, I didn't mean that. I
justÉ"
Hermione joined in the conversation
for the first time. "You just what, Harry?"
"IÉ I just panicked. I don't
want to lose what I have with Luna, I justÉ I'm sorry, Hermione. I really
didn't mean it. If anythingÉ it's the opposite, and that's why I
panicked." Harry said softly, almost whispering.
Since signing the emancipation
papers yesterday, he'd been trying as hard as he could to act more like an
adult instead of an easily embarrassed, whiny little boy. He tried to force
himself to raise his eyes and look at the girls, but it seemed his shame had a
greater hold on him than his resolution at the moment.
He was jolted out of his internal
musings, by two hands lifting his head up, and then a warm pair of lips
pressing against his own as the hands moved to the back of his head holding him
in place. His own hands came up to embrace Hermione as he returned her kiss to
show that he meant what he'd said. That he could easily choose her, if only he
hadn't already chosen Luna.
After a time the kiss ended and they
moved apart, looking at each other.
"That's much better." Luna
declared, and they both looked to see her smiling at them. Harry rushed over to
hug her tightly. She hugged him back for a minute before stepping back.
"Come on Harry, we don't want to make your girlfriend jealous, do
we?"
She placed a finger over his lips as
he was about to protest. "This is what I want, Harry. I want you to be absolutely
sure that you wouldn't rather be with Hermione than me, and I'm afraid your
loyalty is getting in the way of that. Why don't you try looking at it from the
point of view that Hermione had you first, instead of me? All those years you
spent as her friend, and all the things she's done for you. You both need to
explore this!"
She let her hand drop from his face,
and smiled warmly at him again. She couldn't help it; even without his hair she
thought he was such a lovely person.
"We've only known each other
such a short time through the DA and the last few days, Harry. I'm still going
to love you as a friend if you choose Hermione as your girlfriend, and I'd
never try to break you two up. So it's not like we won't be together as friends
if you want us to be."
"Of course I would, Luna.
That's a promise!" Harry said quickly.
Luna's eyes watered as she grabbed
Harry in a tight hug, then she kissed his cheek as she let him go. "You've
made me so happy, Harry. You and Hermione both. I still hope that you'll choose
me, but I'm more than happy to be your friend, and you've just given me
that."
She walked over to Hermione to give
her a hug as well, and whispered something in her ear. As she pulled away,
Hermione nodded.
"I'm going back to camp now.
Didn't you say you had somewhere to go in a couple of hours for lunch?
Harry nodded, and watched as Luna
walked off. Hermione's hand found his and squeezed. He looked at her.
"You know, Harry, that I
wouldn't try to steal you away from her, don't you?"
Harry thought about it for a minute
before nodding.
Hermione sighed. "Come on,
Harry, let's take a seat, and I'll explain it to you the way my parents did for
me."
He was about to sit on the ground,
before Hermione took out her wand and conjured a small loveseat. After he sat
down, she sat beside him, facing him with her back against the armrest, one leg
folded almost beneath her and her arm along the back of the seat.
She told him about the conversation
she'd had with her parents the night before, and explained that it was only
then that she understood how important it was to find out whether they should
be the ones dating.
"So you see, Harry, you can't
steal something if it's freely given."
Harry nodded, "Yeah, I get it
now. It's justÉ" He broke off, unable to find the words for what he what
he was feeling.
"You feel like you're betraying
Luna?" Hermione asked softly.
"Yes, that's it! How was it so
easy for you to work that out when I couldn't do it?"
She laughed. "Because you'd
sooner snog Malfoy than betray anyone. It's just not in your nature."
"Oh no, that's a vision I could
do without, I almost lost my dinner last night when Tonks morphed into
him."
"You really like Tonks, don't
you?"
Harry nodded. "Absolutely!
Don't get me wrong, there have been times I've wished that you and Ron were my
family, and the Weasleys as well, butÉ Tonks really is family, and sheÉ wants me. As family I mean. She's like the big
sister I never had. You saw how she went off at Dumbledore yesterday over
Snape. I almost cr- I mean, it was so unexpected that she felt so strongly
about it, you know?"
Hermione smiled in sympathy. "I
can't imagine what it must have been like growing up without anyone to love
you. It's really not so hard to understand that you'd hold on so tight to Tonks
and Luna. But they aren't the only ones that love you, Harry.Ó
"I know, Hermione."
She looked at him for a moment.
"So are we dating now, Harry?"
Harry had started to nod when a
thought occurred to him. Hermione tensed up as she wondered what the problem
was now.
"Hermione, would you be my
girlfriend for the next few days, with the possibility that it may be a more
longer term thing?"
'Jackpot!' she thought to herself as she moved onto his lap and started
kissing him.
~o~