"Aren't
you going to apologize?"
Draco
looked up to where Ginny was standing at the top of the marble staircase in the
Entrance Hall.
"Or
at least say something," she
added, descending the stairs. "Say you're sorry, say good-bye, say
something."
He set
down his trunk. "Who are you to tell me what to say?" he asked
defiantly.
Ginny
raised an eyebrow. "Who am I?
You're the one on the losing side, Malfoy. The least you can do is thank Harry for saving your life—twice." She sat down
on the bottom step.
He
glared at her. "Why do you even
want me to say anything?"
Ginny
rolled her eyes. "They were going to throw you in Azkaban with the rest,
you and your parents both. It might be nice if you showed that you didn't
deserve it."
"So,
on top of everything you expect me to bow down to merciful Potter?" Draco
spat on the stone floor. "I'd rather die."
Ginny
raised an eyebrow. "What if I'd asked you that question two days ago."
He
didn't reply to this.
"Personally,
I think you have a lot to be grateful for," she continued.
"Why?"
Draco snorted. "Because you spared our lives? My
family lost everything."
Ginny's
eyes flashed. "You still have each other."
He
paused, as if he had not considered that. "But it'll never be the
same."
"It'll
never be the same without my brother."
The
words hung in the air between them for several seconds; Draco did not seem to
have a response to that either.
"You
could have gone to Azkaban," Ginny said finally. "But Harry stuck up
for you." It seemed that she had to keep reiterating this point if she was
going to get the Slytherin boy to understand it. She wasn't even sure why she wanted him to understand. It
just didn't feel right for Fred to be dead and Malfoy to be alive, not if
Malfoy wasn't going to be grateful for his life, for his freedom.
Draco
frowned, as if remembering how Harry had intervened when the Death Eaters had
been rounded up to be sent to Azkaban. "Haven't they suffered
enough?" he'd nearly snapped at a bewildered Kingsley Shacklebolt.
"They didn't fight in the battle."
"He'll
want something from me," he finally declared.
Ginny
slapped him. He recoiled.
"When
will you get it through your thick skull that not everyone is a Slytherin like
you?!" she screamed, her voice echoing in the high-ceilinged room. She
blinked back tears. "The war's over. Why don’t you act like it?"
He
looked away. "Because it's not over for me. Don't
you understand? My life will never be the
same."
"MY
BROTHER'S DEAD!" she shrieked again, nearly hysterical. "You've lost nothing."
He
opened his mouth to say something, to tell her what he had lost, but he shut it
again after no sound came out. Finally he said, "My life will still never
be the same."
Ginny
sighed. "I don't even know why I'm talking to you. I hope I never see you
again." She got to her feet. "Now if you don't mind, I have to… go
help Dennis." She turned on her heel and headed for the Great Hall.
"Wait…
Weas—I mean, Ginny!"
She
turned quickly, her ponytail whipping around. "What?"
"I
just…" Draco said, shrugging. "I… I'll talk to… Harry… I don't know
where he is, but…"
"He's
upstairs in the Hospital Wing," she said, turning her back on him again.
"Don't let the door hit you on your way out."
**
Ginny
watched Harry as he and Draco exchanged a curt nod. She hadn't thought about
him in nineteen years, and to her knowledge, Harry hadn't either, but knowing
Harry, he probably had. She listened absently to Ron tease Rose about getting
too close to Scorpius Malfoy and found herself wondering how she would feel if Scorpius
and Rose did indeed become friends… what if he became friends with her own
Albus? Children were not their parents, Sirius Black had taught Ginny that much
during the summer before her fourth year, the year everything had started to go
downhill.
Ginny
remembered the last time she'd spoken with Draco Malfoy, wondered if perhaps
she hadn't been rude to him. After all, he had lost everything, or so he had
believed at the time. She found herself wondering what he had been up to…
After
the train had gone, she found herself walking towards him, ignoring Ron's
protests.
"Hi,"
she said simply. "It's Ginny Weasley. Ginny Potter now, but…"
"I
know," he said, not meeting her eyes. "I know. Sorry."