11. Funeral
Harry woke
with a start and a scream dying in his throat. His heart was pounding and he
was breathing heavily, sweat pouring off his skin like he’d just run a
marathon. The sun was about to break over the horizon, it’s reflection bouncing
off the bright orange walls of Ron’s room, casting a warm glow over the empty
bed on the other side of the room. Just like all the other times Harry had
woken that night Bill was sitting next to his bed. Wordlessly Harry took the
glass Bill offered him, gulping down a mouthful of the fresh water before
sinking back onto his pillow and covering his eyes with one arm. He felt Bill
reach out and lay his hand on his shoulder and Harry reached a hand up to
Bill’s and grasped it, his heart still pounding from the ghastly nightmare.
Harry heard
the door creak open and soft footsteps cross the carpet. There was a clunk as a
beaker was placed on the windowsill.
“Your muzzer, she has finished ze
potion,” he heard Fleur whisper and then the sound of her kissing Bill softly. “Try and get ‘im to drink eet. We ‘ave ‘eard ‘ow often ‘e is waking up.”
Her footsteps receded and the door shut behind her with a soft click.
“Harry,”
said Bill, “talk to me.” Harry had not said a word to anyone since arriving at
the Burrow the night before. The wards had held well during the time the Weasleys had been away and apart from a thick layer of dust
all was in order, including the expulsion of the ghoul from Ron’s room, which Mr Weasley had managed the morning before on his brief
visit. Ron and Bill had led Harry up the stairs and into a pair of pyjamas and then into bed in Ron’s room but
Harry had been unable to sleep for longer than an hour without being woken by
nightmares filled with red glowing eyes and flashes of green light, he was
falling and dying over and over again. And when the light wasn’t coming towards
him he watched as one by one those he loved fell to the green flashes. It was
like going to sleep and running into one giant Boggart.
Mrs Weasley had started making a Dreamless Sleep
potion after Harry woke the fourth time a little after midnight.
“I’m
worried about you,” Bill tried again. “Please, talk to me.” Harry removed the
arm from across his face and looked up at Bill.
“I’m
terrified,” he whispered,
turning away to look at the wall. “All the time. Well
not every single minute but a lot. I was terrified of George. He hexed me and I
was afraid of him after that. When I ran into the business end of Charlie’s
wand that day in the Entrance Hall I started to panic and then I started seeing
green lights. Every time I close my eyes to sleep I see green flashes of light
and Voldemort’s eyes. It’s been getting worse.
Sometimes when people talk about the war I’ve been getting the shakes or
reliving the times when I’ve seen someone killed. Reliving the times Voldemort tried to kill me.
I panicked when I saw the green sparklers. I couldn’t help it.” Harry
turned back to Bill. “I think I’m going mad.”
“You’re not
going mad, Harry. It’s just panic attacks. A normal reaction to everything
you’ve been through I’d say,” Bill paused. “It happened to a mate of mine in
Egypt. He got trapped in a tomb once when things went a bit wrong and he was
dead scared of small spaces after that, couldn’t go
into tombs. The thought made him hyperventilate.
“I’ve been
watching you the past couple of days. You hide it well but I could see you
shaking and your eyes glazing in panic, I just couldn’t figure out what was
panicking you. And you go about telling everyone you are fine. They believe you
when you say that, you know. Except Hermione I think she was figuring it out
too. Don’t cover it up, let us help. If you’re feeling panicky tell us, we can
help. Promise me, Harry.” Bill’s eyes were full of concern and they pleaded
with Harry to trust him.
“But who’s
going to be here? You all live or work someplace else. And I can’t expect your
mum and Ginny to deal with me if I am going to panic about every little thing
every five minutes,” Harry’s breathing quickened as
he continued. “I don’t know what’s going to happen and everybody has got their
lives to go back to but I don’t have any place to be and I can’t even go five
minutes talking without –“ he broke off panting,
gasping, trying to catch his breath. Bill gripped his shoulders and told him to
breathe.
“No one’s
going anywhere right now,” he said firmly. “You have a place to be – here. We
are all here and we are all staying together as a family. We need each other
right now and that includes you, kid.” Bill pulled Harry into a rough hug
before pushing him back onto the pillow and drawing his covers up. “Now, you
are going to drink this potion and get some proper sleep.” Harry choked the
potion down with Bill smoothing a hand through his hair as tenderly as if he
were Mrs Weasley.
“ ’Mnot
a kid,” mumbled Harry sleepily, “ ‘m nearly eighteen, ‘m all grownp.” Harry’s breathing evened
out and he drifted off into a deep, dreamless sleep.
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The sun was
streaming through the window when Harry woke again. The clock said it was
almost midday but he could smell one of Mrs Weasley’s delicious breakfasts wafting up to the little
room beneath the attic. Harry was hungry. He swung out of bed and padded his
way downstairs. The Weasleys and Hermione were
sitting around the kitchen table eating and talking quietly. Ron looked up from
his enormous plate of sausages and bacon to spear a kipper from the middle of
the table and saw Harry standing there.
“Morning
Harry!” he cried. Several heads whipped around and Ginny scrambled from her
chair and ran to pull him into a hug which Harry returned enthusiastically.
“Come and
have some breakfast before Ron eats it all,” she said pulling him over to sit
into the chair between her and Bill.
“It’s a bit
late for breakfast, isn’t it?” Harry asked as she and Mrs
Weasley began piling his plate high.
“Yes, well
we only just got up, we didn’t get much sleep last night,” Mr
Weasley said kindly. Harry looked down at his hands.
“Sorry,” he
mumbled. He felt Bill’s hand on his arm and looked up at the older man.
“It’s okay, Harry, remember what I said,” Bill said. Ron
cocked his head to one side.
“What did
you say?” he demanded. Bill resumed eating, swallowing a bite of toast before
answering.
“He’s
family,” said Bill simply. After a pause he added, “Awfully polite chap though.
Say Harry, reckon you could teach that to Ron?” Ron
glowered and Charlie sniggered.
“Well as
I’ve been unable to influence Ron, or indeed any of you in that direction all
these years, I don’t like his chances,” Percy said as he primly cut his
sausages into small bite sized pieces.
“Au
contraire Percy old chap!” exclaimed George. “I’ve learnt a lot from you and
your example has influenced me no end my lad!” Percy shot him an icy look.
“I’m
polite,” Charlie protested. “Have to be when trying to impress the ladies.” He
puffed his chest out. Fleur scoffed.
“Eet ees not politeness that ees
attractive to women!”
“Really?”
said George, leaning forward. “What’s the secret then?”
“Charm,
charisma, joie de vivre,” winked Bill. “That and a generous p-“
“William
Arthur!” hissed his mother. Charlie sniggered and Fleur blushed.
“-urse,” finished Bill innocently.
“Being
polite has always worked with Penelope,” Percy said, his nose in the air. Harry
suppressed a snort with great difficulty as he saw Charlie, George and Ron all
seize that piece of information.
“Penelope, huh? How about you tell us about Penelope,
Perce?” said George with an evil gleam in his eye. Ron began singing a rather
childish ditty about love and marriage under his breath that Harry once thought
he’d heard a version of on a television show that Dudley was particularly fond
of.
“Yes,” said
Charlie, “have you shown her your generous purse yet?” Percy looked at Charlie
with disdain.
“Our
relationship is suitably proper according to those who are not yet married,” he
said primly.
“They’re
not talking about money, are they?” Ginny said under her breath to Hermione as
both girls giggled uncontrollably. Mrs Weasley shot a
disapproving look at Bill.
“So, it’s
not the size of your purse then, Bill? It’s how generous you are about it?”
asked George with a wink. Fleur went as red as any Weasley and Charlie went
purple with the effort of trying not to laugh. Ron, who had obviously
completely missed the double entendre, chose that moment to add his thoughts to
the conversation.
“Well, if
that’s all it takes then Ginny’s in luck because I’ve seen Harry’s.
It’s sizable and he’s generous to a fault.” Harry and Ginny collectively
sprayed their pumpkin juice clear across the table.
“Well, at
least Ginny hasn’t seen it yet,” Charlie glared at Harry menacingly.
“Bollocks! Course
she has!” scoffed Ron, his mother glared at him and Hermione muttered something
about his appalling language. Harry began to choke on the bacon he just put in
his mouth.
“She has
not!” he wheezed.
“Yes I have
Harry,” said Ginny breezily. “Don’t you remember?”
“It’s a bit
of a worry if a bloke can’t remember that,” muttered George, a scowl on his
face.
“Right
before I went to Hogwarts, we had a look down there,” she said brightly her
face gleaming with barely suppressed mischief. Harry just looked at her in
horror. He could see Hermione behind her, a hand stuffed in her mouth to
prevent her bursting into loud, uncontrollable laughter. Ron was nodding along,
his mouth full of his tenth sausage and Bill, Charlie, Percy and George were
looking at Harry in a way that made his blood run cold. Harry appealed to
Hermione with his eyes.
“Well at
least she’s only seen it that once and you’re the only one who has access so we
can be sure it hasn’t happened again. It’s a pity I haven’t had the chance to
see it. I’d love to see your family jewels.”
“You. Are. Not. Helping,” Harry ground out but Bill now shook with
silent laughter and George and Charlie stared at Hermione with unconcealed
glee. Percy looked as though he was trying to disapprove. Ron swallowed the
last of his breakfast.
“Oh give it
up Harry, we’re all big enough to deal with the size of it, we’re all grownups
here,” he said. “You’ve probably got some really brilliant family jewels
stashed in there.” Harry simply groaned
and, pushing his plate to one side, put his forehead down and began banging his
head lightly on the tabletop.
“Oh, I’d
like to see those!” said Ginny, collapsing into uncontrollable giggles,
Hermione following suit.
“So it’s
okay with you if Harry shows Ginny his family jewels, Ron?” asked Bill, his
eyes now twinkling with unconcealed mirth.
“Really
Bill –“ began Mrs Weasley.
But Ron interrupted her.
“Sure,” he
said, shrugging. “He should probably wait a while before he gives her any
though. They’ve not been going out for long.
I mean, I used to have a problem with his generosity but I like to think
I’ve matured a bit since then.” That was enough to make Charlie and George lose
control completely and they began howling with laughter. Ron looked at them as
if they were daft before he turned to Harry, concern on his face.
“Say Harry,
you think the goblins will let you back in to it, after the, er, mess we made of Gringotts?”
“Oh, you are talking about my vault,” said Harry
weakly.
“Yeah, what
did you think I was talking about? Where else would your family jewels be – oh,” Ron went
scarlet.
“And there
it is,” said George in an undertone that was quite clearly meant to be heard.
“That’s
enough, boys,” said Mr Weasley failing completely to hide
his mirth despite Mrs Weasely’s
glare. “Let’s organise what we have to do today.
Who’s going to Muriel’s to collect our things and who’s going to help your
mother straighten things up around here?”
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Mrs
Weasley soon had Fleur, Ginny and Hermione helping her dust, change bed linens
and tidy the kitchen. She packed Ron and Harry off to the chicken shed to clean
it out for when Percy and Charlie brought the chickens back from Muriel’s. Bill
apparated to Shell Cottage to collect some things for
himself and Fleur and Mr Weasley and George headed
back to Hogwarts to bring Fred home. The funeral would be the day after
tomorrow and the sobering thought considerably dampened the enthusiasm anyone
felt for the various tasks they were allocated.
Harry
himself was completely distracted by thoughts of other funerals and quickly
excused himself to send a letter to Andromeda. First he quickly dashed one off
to Kingsley asking for the details of Snape’s
funeral. He had then finished writing a letter, asking as delicately as he’d
been able, about funeral arrangements for Tonks and Remus, when he realised he had no
owl to send them anyway. He didn’t know if Remus had
anything organised for his funeral arrangements but
he knew he didn’t want Andromeda to have to arrange it alone.
Harry
traipsed down the stairs mulling over his owl problem when he heard Charlie and
Percy in the kitchen. There was a great thump and a clang before something
scraped across the floor.
“This bird
is a menace!” he heard Charlie say. “It’s safer to be around dragons!”
“I expect
Muriel kept him locked up the last few days,” replied Percy. “Poor little thing
needs some exercise. Where’s Ron? He should look after his owl now he’s back.”
Pigwidgeon, thought Harry and he raced into
the kitchen to see Percy holding, in one hand, a small cage with a tiny
puffball in it, that was obviously Ginny’s pygmy puff, and a spitting hissing
covered carrier basket, that was clearly Crookshanks,
in the other. Charlie was struggling with three cages of chickens, several
trunks and Pig, fluttering about madly in his cage.
“Here, let
me take Pig,” said Harry. “I’ve got letters for him.” Charlie handed the bird
over gratefully and Harry made his way up to Ron’s room to stow the cage and
release Pig with his letters. He bumped into Ginny on the third landing.
“Oh, are
Charlie and Percy back?”
“Yeah
they’ve got Arnold and the trunks in the kitchen,” Harry answered. He made no
move to continue up the staircase though, he simply looked at Ginny. She
returned his gaze, her eyes flickering downwards briefly as she licked her
lips. As Harry stood on the staircase he realised
that they hadn’t actually been alone in quite some time and he took a step
towards her. Pig fluttered in his cage much like Harry’s
heart was fluttering against his ribcage. He reached out and captured her hand
in his own, pulling her towards him.
Ginny
looked up at him, her lips slightly parted and Harry felt his pulse quicken.
And then his lips were on hers and Pig was unceremoniously dumped on a step so
Harry could bury one hand in her hair while the other found the small of her
back, pressing her closer to him. He felt her small hands slide up his
shoulders and around the back of his neck before she slid one down his spine to
rest lightly on his left hip as he opened his mouth, his tongue seeking
entrance to hers.
The landing
was small and a little cramped, it didn’t take much for Harry to find himself
pressed against the wall, one small hand creeping up his chest and the other
running softly through his hair while his own hands found the gap between
Ginny’s T shirt and shorts, tracing small circles on her bare skin. Then Harry
heard heavy footfalls on the steps below and he pulled away from her, pulling
her shirt back down and kissing her lightly on the nose.
“Come on,”
he whispered, grabbing Ginny’s hand in one of his own and Pig’s cage in the
other, swiftly dragging them both upstairs to Ron’s room where he quickly tied
his letter to Pig’s leg and opened the window for the tiny owl to speed off
before turning back to Ginny whose lips were still swollen and her face flushed
from the heady kiss they had shared on the landing.
“You’re
beautiful,” he said softly as he reached out a hand to caress her cheek. His
other arm snaked out to pull her close to him. “I love you.” He murmured
against her lips as he covered her mouth with his own.
Harry had
no idea how long they stood there, locked in that embrace, sharing a kiss that
made his spine tingle and all his worries fade away. He was, however, sorry
that it had to come to end when Ron burst in, the door slamming open with a
resounding crash.
“Don’t do that in my room,” Ron groaned.
“Then stop snogging
Hermione in mine!” Ginny retorted loudly. “It wasn’t a pretty sight this
morning let me tell you!”
“Oh and you
think what I just saw paints a picture I want to see?”
“Ronald! Ginevra!” came screeching up the stairs and both Weasleys blanched. Mrs Weasley’s voice was not at all reassuring. “Stop that
bickering and get yourselves down here now! And find Harry!” The three of them
made straight for the stairs Ron muttering that he’d found Harry alright. As
Ron clattered loudly down the stairs, Harry on his heels, Ginny tugged on Harry’s hand, stopping his descent. He turned enquiringly
to her to find her looking at him tenderly.
“I love you
too,” she whispered. Harry closed the gap between them swiftly as he pressed
his lips to hers once more, the kiss sweet and tender until it was broken by
Ron’s voice drifting back to them.
“Oi! Don’t do it on my landing either!”
The three
of them clattered down the stairs and found a trembling Mrs
Weasley in the kitchen.
“Your father
firecalled,” she murmured, staring into the
fireplace. “George has had some sort of breakdown. They are going to be a while
longer. Madam Pomfrey is still watching him.”
Suddenly she stood up and headed for the living room. Ron jumped out of the
doorway as she headed through it determinedly.
“Mum-”
“Not now
Ronald,” his mother cut him off briskly. She picked up a feather duster that
was lying on one of the bookshelves. “I need to clean up so that we have
somewhere nice to put … to put Fred.” She began to dust frantically and rather
than cleaning effectively she created clouds of dust. Ginny pulled Ron aside
and spoke to him in a whisper.
“What is
she doing?” Ginny asked. “She never dusts with a duster, she uses her wand, the duster is for the underage serfs like me!”
“I dunno, Ginny,” shrugged Ron. “But yeah it is a bit odd.”
The two of them and Harry watched as Mrs Weasley
continued to chatter incessantly and flick dust around the room.
“I do hope
George is going to be alright,” she said. “Arthur didn’t tell me what exactly
was wrong with him. Of course I’m not sure he knew, but he could have asked Madam
Pomfrey. I hope it’s not serious. Do you think it
will be serious Ronald?” She turned on him so quickly that Ron actually took a
step backwards.
“I dunno, Mum,” he said and opened his mouth to say more but
was cut off.
“Charlie
and Percy went back to Muriel’s,” she burst out. “They have to clean up the
room Fr-Fred and George were using. Those boys left a cauldron running! Just
wait until I …”
Mrs
Weasley began to
wave the duster more erratically. Ginny ran out of the room mumbling something
about getting Fleur. Ron and Harry stood helplessly in the sitting room doorway
watching Mrs Weasley wield her duster fiercely.
“Mum?”
started Ron tentatively. Mrs Weasley shook violently
and half the pictures on the mantelpiece that she was dusting fell with a crash
to the floor. Mrs Weasley stood, staring at the
pictures, their glass faces lying cracked on the floor, a picture of two
identical cherubic red headed babies laughing up at her. She sank to her knees
amidst the shattered glass, reaching out to pick up the picture of the laughing
babies.
The glass
hanging from the frame sliced into her skin, but she didn’t seem to notice and
the blood dripped from her hand sinking into the threadbare carpet, mingling
with the swirls and loops already woven into the faded pattern. Ron crossed the
floor in two short strides, kneeling with his mother in the glass fragments.
“I’ll, I’ll
get something for that cut,” Harry stammered. He hurried into the kitchen and
found Ginny, Fleur and Hermione quickly making a pot of tea.
“Bandages,”
he blurted at Ginny. “Your mum cut herself.” Ginny blanched and hurried to
collect a box from a shelf before hurrying into the sitting room with Hermione
on her heels.
“I wish Beel would ‘urry up and come
back,” Fleur said wistfully, staring at the fireplace as if she could make him
magically Floo in.
“Why don’t
you take that in to the living room? I’ll firecall
him, let him know mum needs him,” said Harry. Fleur nodded, gathering the tea
things and stepping quietly into the living room. Harry swiftly knelt at the
hearth and stuck his head in.
“Bill! You’ve
got to come home!” he called frantically. Harry could hear his footsteps
hurrying in from the other room.
“What’s
wrong Harry?”
“Your mum,”
said Harry. “She’s … sort of had a turn.”
Bill swore
and promised he’d be only a few minutes longer. Harry withdrew his head from the
fireplace and went back to the living room where he found Ron and his mother
still kneeling in the ruins of the photograph frames while Hermione and Fleur
tried to convince Mrs Weasley to come and sit where
they could clean and bandage her cut. Ginny was standing shaking and watching
her mother cry silently, Mrs Weasley’s
tears mingling with the blood still dripping to the floor. His heart breaking,
Harry enveloped Ginny in a hug as Ron managed to coax his mother to her feet,
still clutching the broken picture frame that held a picture of laughing twin
babies. By the time Bill came racing into the room Hermione had repaired the
picture frames and was putting them back on the mantelpiece, Fleur had cleaned
and bandaged the cut and Ron had removed all the shards of glass from the
picture frame Mrs Weasley still clung to.
Mrs Weasley was now
sitting next to Ron on the couch staring at the picture, tears still slipping
slowly down her cheeks and the front of Harry’s shirt
was wet with Ginny’s tears. Bill knelt in front of his mother, putting a hand
over hers.
“Mum?” he
whispered. Mrs Weasley did not look up.
“I need
your father,” she said.
“I’ll go,”
said Ron. “I’ll send dad back. I’ll bring George and F-Fred home.” Mrs Weasley patted his knee.
“You’re a
good boy, Ronald,” she said softly. Ron got up and Hermione went to follow him
but Ron shook his head.
“Please,”
he said, “please stay with them.” He indicated Fleur standing helplessly next
to the tea service, Ginny sobbing in Harry’s arms and
Bill still kneeling motionless in front of their mother who had not stopped
staring at the picture of Fred and George as babies. Harry met Hermione’s eyes
over the top of Ginny’s head and he knew that they were both aware that someone
needed to hold things together right now, and it wasn’t going to be a Weasley.
Hermione
gave Ron a swift hug and kissed his cheek as he left to go to Hogwarts and then
began to straighten out the living room, pushing Fleur into a chair and handing
out cups of tea. The crash of the kitchen door as it opened shattered the
stillness of the now sparkling living room where Mrs
Weasley still stared, motionless, at the laughing babies and Ginny was sniffing
away the last of her tears as Harry stroked her hair. Mr
Weasley soon came rushing in looking extremely haggard and gathered his wife in
his arms as she unleashed a fresh wave of tears. This seemed to set Ginny off
again who flew at her parents and they gathered her in, Mr
Weasley rocking both of them as his own tears dripped down the end of his nose,
reminding Harry painfully of Ron at Dumbledore’s funeral a year previously.
Hermione
looked helplessly at Harry as Bill simply moved to Fleur, now that his vigil
over his mother was no longer necessary and Harry watched as he laid his head
in his wife’s lap seeking her comfort. A crash and an oath from the kitchen
startled him out of his reverie and he and Hermione
dashed into the kitchen to see Percy and Charlie in a heap on the floor having
just come through the Floo – a cloud of ash and dust
rising from their robes.
“You prat! Why on earth would you jump in before I’d
cleared out?” Charlie said angrily. “I reckon you’ve broken my foot with your
great hefty feet!”
“Well it
isn’t my fault Muriel went spare when we couldn’t stop that swamp box! She
practically shoved me on top of you, screaming at me,” Percy bellowed back.
“Now move out of the way she’s going to shove everything else through any
minute do you want to be in the way when she manages it?” They were too late.
An avalanche of WWW products came tumbling out of the
kitchen fireplace as Bill and Mr Weasley burst in the
door, stumbling into Harry and sending him careening into the kitchen table.
Charlie and Percy lay buried under boxes of Skiving Snackboxes,
WonderWitch products and Patented Daydream Charms and
the ash from the fireplace rose ever higher in the chaos.
It seemed
to Harry that things couldn’t get any worse when he saw a silver panther drop
gracefully through the kitchen ceiling and perch on the teetering pile of boxes
to say, in Kingsley’s voice,
“Arthur, I sent your boys home in a Ministry
car. They’ll be there any minute.” The last time Harry had seen Kingsley’s Patronus
at The Burrow it signaled a Death Eater attack and between being winded after
crashing into the Weasley’s kitchen table and
fighting down a surge of panic at the memory of the attack Harry’s
composure was lost. He sank to the kitchen floor gasping desperately for air
just as the kitchen door swung open to reveal Ron silhouetted against the
afternoon light.
The panther
dissipated and Percy and Charlie scrambled to their feet as one final box came
flying through the kitchen fireplace, hitting the opposite wall with a
resounding splat and burst open splattering the kitchen’s occupants with its
contents and rapidly filling the kitchen with an oozing green swamp.
“Oh great,”
muttered Percy. “We couldn’t fix the one in Muriel’s second best bedroom and
now there’s one in mum’s kitchen!”
“Well, you
had to go and have a poke about in the boxes didn’t you!” spat Charlie. “I bet
she hurled that one through on purpose!” Harry was still trying to calm his
racing heart and regulate his breathing but Bill saw his battle and was by Harry’s side in one huge step, helping him focus and
breathe while the swamp slowly oozed over the sink and into the scullery.
“Bloody
hell!” exclaimed Ron.
“Language,
Ronald!” scolded Hermione.
“How are we
going to fix this before mum finds it?” hissed Percy.
“Finds
what?” asked Mrs Weasley who was looking decidedly
more composed, although her eyes were red rimmed, now standing in the doorway.
“What’s wrong with Harry?” Harry felt six pairs of eyes swing towards him as he
fought down another wave of fear and began to control his breathing.
“Kingsley’s
Patronus,” muttered Bill. “He’s alright, it was a
short attack.” Harry closed his eyes, obviously they all knew about his panic
attacks because no one asked for clarification. Suddenly Harry heard a snort of
laughter coming from the direction of the back door and opened his eyes to find
George, looking somewhat pale, doubled over with mirth.
“George?”
asked Mr Weasley hesitantly, “are you alright?”
George straightened up.
“Yeah, dad,
I am,” he replied. “Seeing Perce and Charlie covered in soot and green ooze
it’s just like old times. You guys sure know how to cheer a bloke up.” A blob
of green slime hung precariously from Percy’s nose as he straightened up and
puffed out his chest as if personally responsible for George’s cheery façade.
The blob of green slime fell to the floor and made a sucking sound on the floor
as it took root and began to transform the hearth into a swamp. The sight of a
soot covered Percy standing officiously in front of the kitchen fireplace, up
to his ankles in a swamp, with bits of green slime still clinging to his hair
and coating his glasses was so absurdly funny that soon the occupants of the
kitchen were all laughing.
Ginny and
Fleur came in to see what was causing the laughter and Ginny found it
particularly funny.
“Oh, if
Fred could see you now,” she wheezed. “He once told me that nothing would give
him greater pleasure than to swamp you, Percy.”
“Yes, no
doubt,” said Percy drily. “He obviously waited for that opportunity. We are
treated to this spectacle, courtesy of Fred, who wrote in big letters on a box,
‘Dear Percy, Don’t open this box, Love
Fred’. I, of course, am apparently unable to resist such a message.” Percy
appeared to be looking disdainfully at himself, if that was at all possible, as
he attempted to wipe his hands on his filthy robes.
“Well, I’ll
be,” said George wonderingly. “He won the bet. Ten Galleons I said you’d ignore
that message if you ever came across it.”
“Eet would appear, Percy, as eef
you are Fred’s last prank, non?” giggled Fleur.
“Couldn’t
happen to a better bloke, old chap!” cried George. Percy just shook his head
muttering that mashed parsnips were preferable.
“Yes, well,
we can’t eat dinner in a swamp,” Mrs Weasley fussed.
“George, dear do you think you could possibly get rid of this, er, product?”
The mood in
The Burrow lifted and although bringing Fred home and situating his lifeless
body in the living room was not without tears and sadness it felt, to Harry,
like certain ghosts had been purged along with the tears that had been shed
that afternoon and that rather than Fred’s spectre
hanging over them like a dark cloud his memory enveloped them like a familiar
blanket, beginning to chase the sorrow out of the dark corners of their souls
that they had all tried to cover up and hide.
*********************
The next
day was a solemn affair. George spent the day in his room while his father and
brothers prepared the site chosen for Fred’s grave near a grove of trees that
bordered the garden. Harry had spent another restless night dodging nightmares.
Seeing his pale face Mrs Weasley had tucked him into
a cozy chair near the kitchen hearth and plied him with hot drinks and soup and
Harry was simply too tired to protest. As she fussed over him, keeping herself busy as she tucked a blanket around his shoulders and
felt his forehead, Harry reflected that perhaps Professor McGonagall’s
admonition to let Molly Weasley mother him had not been for himself, but for
her. He let himself be comforted and mothered and found that his nightmares
were a little less that night.
The day of
Fred’s funeral dawned clear and cloudless. George emerged from his room,
resplendent in flamboyant robes of bright purple which clashed splendidly with
his hair. His mother looked at him sideways all through breakfast but chose not
to say anything at all. The rest of The Burrow’s occupants were attired more
sedately in stiff dress robes in muted colours. As
they finished the meal Ron turned to Harry,
“I don’t
know how I am going stick it out in these robes all day,” he muttered, pulling
at his collar.
“Then why
are you wearing them, Ron?” George asked pointedly. Ron stammered and stumbled
over a hopelessly garbled explanation about propriety and decorum and fear of
his mother.
“And you
think that Fred possessed either propriety or decorum?” George enquired, and
added in an undertone, “I’ll give you healthy fear of the matriarch.” Ron
considered this for a moment while George continued.
“Remember
what Fred said at Bill’s wedding?” Ron shook his head. “He said that when he
got married he wouldn’t be bothering with all the nonsense and we could all
wear what we liked. I know he won’t be getting married but…” George trailed
off, staring at the fireplace where Harry cold see a small patch of swamp still
hidden behind the kindling box that Mrs Weasley clearly
hadn’t noticed.
“Right, er, well, I’ll be right back,” Ron said in a rush and
bolted out of the kitchen, thundering up the stairs. He emerged a few moments
later in a pair of Muggle jeans, his trainers and a
blindingly orange T shirt with a cannonball whizzing across the back. George
smiled at him and winked. Mrs Weasley sighed, but
there was the ghost of a smile on her face.
When the
Weasley family gathered out in the yard to greet those who had come to pay
their respects and give their condolences they were an eclectic group. Fleur
and Hermione had donned sun dresses of fuchsia and cerulean blue and Ginny was
wearing a floaty green skirt and a summer blouse. Charlie
wore a bright red shirt with a fire breathing dragon roaring on the back and Bill,
an extra large fang in his ear, had on his favourite dragonhide jacket, Mr Weasley was
in his best Muggle tweed suit and Mrs
Weasley was wearing the sparkly midnight blue witches’ hat that Fred and George
had given her for Christmas in Harry’s sixth year.
Percy was still wearing his navy blue dress robes.
Harry had
changed into comfortable jeans and a T shirt and was hanging back near the
house as he watched people arrive. The first person to arrive had been a rather
giggly witch who had headed straight for him, fawning over him rather
embarrassingly and as such he now chose not to be immediately visible to the
people who were streaming in The Burrow’s gate. Harry soon spotted a large
group of his schoolmates surrounding Ron and George near one of the hedges and
made his way over. Ron hadn’t left George’s side all day and they had now been
joined by Lee Jordan attired in rather garish
robes of salmon pink. The three of them clashed magnificently.
‘Alright,
Harry?” asked Neville as he spotted Harry approaching. Harry shrugged. “I mean
you left pretty suddenly the other night and – “
“I’m fine
Neville,” Harry cut him off abruptly and the other boy swallowed whatever he
had been about to say and nodded. Luna floated over to them, clad in voluminous
yellow robes, dragging Dean Thomas by the hand.
“Hello,
Harry,” she said dreamily. “Have you gotten rid of the Wrackspurts
and Nargles yet?”
“Er – “ began Harry, quite used to
her odd outbursts, but speechless all the same.
“I’ve never
seen an attack quite so bad as that before, I expect it was the effect of them
combined. Are you quite sure you are alright now?” Luna pressed.
“I’m fine,
thank you, Luna,” Harry managed to say before he was suddenly engulfed by a
pair of arms swathed in massive black robes, an enormous black feather swung in
his face, tickling his nose mercilessly. He was ruthlessly pushed away by the
arms and inspected fiercely by none other than Auntie Muriel. Harry caught
Ginny’s eye over Muriel’s shoulder and Ginny was looking at him apologetically
and mouthing sorry at him.
“So,
Ronald, you weren’t boasting at all were you. Seems you do know him,” she eyed
Harry critically. “Harry Potter, my you are quite a bit skinnier than I thought
you’d be. Hmmm your eyesight’s obviously not much to write home about, dreadfully
thick lenses there.” Harry tried desperately to keep a straight face as he
caught Ginny collapsing with laughter, Ron turning puce with the effort of
holding in his hilarity and Neville staring agog at the back of Auntie Muriel’s
head.
“Not to worry!”
Muriel boomed as she pulled him back into a suffocating hug and patting him
forcefully on the back. “Obviously one can overlook these flaws, you dear, dear
boy.” And Muriel burst into loud tears, squeezing Harry so tight that he
thought he was going to pass out, and between sobs endlessly pontificating
about the incomparable service he had done the wizarding
world and that he was to be esteemed among all men for his outstanding courage.
She eventually released him before turning to George and patting him forcefully
on the head muttering about his ears and then she rounded on Ginny who backed
away.
“Ginevra, have you found yourself a beau yet? I can
recommend several decent young men that you can correspond with during your
final year of education, if you insist on returning of course,” said Muriel
loudly, catching the attention of Ginny’s parents. “You’ll have several suitors
lined up for your parents to choose from when you finish then. Wouldn’t do to leave you on the shelf!” Ginny rolled her
eyes discreetly and Mr Weasley and Mrs Weasley hurried over.
“Ah,
Muriel, wonderful to see you, wonderful,” began Mr
Weasley and Muriel turned to him, looking him up and down.
“Arthur,”
she barked, “one does not say it is wonderful to see one at a funeral. Have you selected any beaux for
Ginevra yet? There’s a rather wonderful young man I
was sorry I didn’t get to introduce her to before she ran off with her brothers
a couple of days ago, perhaps I could bring him around, you know, get things
started.” She winked conspiratorially at Mr Weasley.
“That’s
very sweet of you, Auntie Muriel,” said Mrs Weasley
breathlessly. “We do, er, that is to say, ah, Ginny
is, well – “
“What mum
means to say,” said George, “is that young Ginny here is currently being, ah,
courted, yes courted, by a young man of um exceptional breeding and it is going
to be entirely her choice if, well, she lets him, sort of, well that is to
say…” George trailed off looking imploringly at Ron and Harry as if begging
them to say something.
“He makes
me sound like a stud animal,” muttered Harry under his breath to Ron who
snorted indelicately.
“It’s fine, thank you, Auntie Muriel,” said Ginny. “As George
said just now, I do currently have a boyfriend.”
“Yes, yes,”
Muriel waved her hand dismissively. “I suppose he’s some ruffian of no account
without name or family, or money for that matter. Boyfriends don’t get you
married though. Proper suitors chosen by your elders and betters are what you
need. Molly, I do hope you are not encouraging this flight of fancy?” Mrs Weasley stiffened.
“As a
matter of fact, Muriel,” she said, “Arthur and I are quite pleased with Ginevra’s choice and she certainly doesn’t need
our interference in the affairs of her heart. Perhaps this conversation could
be had at a more suitable time.”
“No, no,
let’s continue,” said George cheekily. “No better time like the present, would
someone care to introduce Auntie Muriel here to young Ginevra’s
Romeo?”
“Oh, he’s
here is he?” Muriel peered at the assembled crowd which included, at the
forefront, a salmon pink and dreadlocked Lee, a pale and trembling Neville and
a rather scruffy looking Seamus Finnegan. “Well, which of you degenerates is
it?” Harry glared at George before shoving his hands in his pockets.
“Me,” he
said quietly. Auntie Muriel’s resulting astonishment rendered her speechless,
and possibly gasping for air, and Mr and Mrs Weasley were able to pull her away and sit her down
ready to begin proceedings.
“Priceless,
Harry, priceless,” said George thumping Harry on the back. “Come on, let’s get
this party started.”
People were
slowly seating themselves at the graveside as George headed into the house,
followed by his brothers. Harry went over to Ginny as the group surrounding
them went to take their seats.
“How are
you doing?” he asked her softly as he put his arms around her waist, pulling
her towards him.
“I’m okay,”
she answered. “I’m sorry about Auntie Muriel, she sort
of spotted you and swept over here like a giant vulture before I could stop
her.” Harry smiled at her as he tucked a lock of hair behind her ear.
“That’s
okay, I have to get used to people wanting a piece of me,” said Harry. “But I
promise that there’s always one piece of me that’s only for you. This piece here.” And Harry put her hand over his heart as
he bent to kiss her lightly.
“You’d
better get inside, they’ll be waiting for you,” said Ginny, smiling and just a
little flushed. Harry looked at her, confused.
“No, we
need to go and sit down so they can start,” he said.
“Oh,
goodness, no one told you?”
“Told me
what?”
“Oh
Merlin,” Ginny seemed flustered. She seemed to cast her eyes wildly about as if
looking for a way to avoid what she was about to say. Finally she forced out, “the
coffin, it needs six pallbearers.” Harry paled.
“Oh.”
“You’re
supposed to be one of them, didn’t any of those idiots
say anything?” Harry shook his head. At that moment Ron stuck his head out of
The Burrow’s back door.
“Oi! Potter!” he yelled. Ginny gave him a little
push in the direction of the house and Harry slowly walked over to Ron.
“What are
you waiting for?” Ron demanded.
“Well,
someone to tell me I was supposed to be in there,” Harry shot back.
“Weren’t
you listening last night when dad said ‘you boys, his brothers, will be the
pallbearers’?” Ron grabbed Harry by one arm and hauled him through the house
and into the living room where four red headed men were gathered around Fred’s
open coffin.
“I didn’t
know that meant me,” whispered Harry.
“You’re
daft,” grumbled Ron. Both of them stopped to watch as George reached out and
placed something in the coffin that most closely resembled a piece of string
and Harry realised it was an Extendable Ear. George
sighed heavily and a lone tear dripped down his face and into the coffin.
“Goodbye,
Fred,” he whispered. “I promise that I will keep getting up to no good.” And
George lowered the lid of the coffin, wiping his face with the back of his hand
and turned to face his brothers. “Let’s go then.”
Harry was
sure that none of their faces were dry as they carried Fred slowly up the aisle
between the chairs set out facing the grave. When they arrived at the front the
tufty haired little man again stood waiting to begin
and Bill levitated the coffin above the freshly dug grave. It hung there as if
suspended on invisible gossamer threads as they took seats next to Mr and Mrs Weasley and Ginny in
the front row. As he sat next to her Ginny turned to him, tears spilling down
her cheeks and he simply gathered her into his arms and held her while she
cried, their tears mingling, as the little tufty
haired man in stiff black robes began to address the assembled crowd.
Harry
hadn’t been to many funerals but he was fairly certain that most funerals were
not like Fred’s. He was fairly certain that at most funerals the somber
officiator dressed in black was not interrupted by a loud red head proclaiming
that none of all those fancy words meant anything. He was fairly certain that
most funerals did not involve an emotional young man dressed in bright purple
recounting all the finest exploits of the one whose life they were honouring and celebrating that day. He was fairly certain
that most funerals did not involve playing loud Muggle
rock music as the coffin was lowered either.
Harry felt
he rather preferred a funeral that was not like most others were.
Later that
day, after all the mourners had gone home and the family sat limply inside
while Hermione and Mr and Mrs
Diggory cleaned up the kitchen Harry slipped outside,
looking for George who had not been seen in the last hour. Harry found him,
kneeling in front of the fresh mound of earth under which Fred lay, tracing the
letters on Fred’s headstone with his fingers.
“It’s not
much is it, to show for a life,” said George quietly. “Your name and your birth
and death date.” Harry knelt down beside George and looked at the white stone
monument that had been placed at the head of Fred’s grave.
<c>FRED
WEASLEY
1 April
1978 – 29 May 1998</c>
Harry
thought of the words he had inscribed on Dobby’s headstone and the phrase that
was on his parents’.
“You want
to add something to it,” he said quietly. “Something that tells you about Fred
and what he did with his life.” Harry remembered George’s words as he’d closed
the lid on the coffin and he drew his wand. In precise neat lettering he etched
a final phrase on Fred’s headstone.
I solemnly swear that
I am up to no good
***
Two days
after Fred’s funeral the Weasley’s gathered at Godric’s Hollow. Andromeda had replied to Harry with the
news that Remus and Tonks
had not made any sort of funeral arrangements and as she no longer had access
to the Black family mausoleum and her husband had been hastily buried in a Muggle churchyard during the war Andromeda was actually
entirely unsure what she was going to do. Nor was she sure she would be able to
fund it. Harry had Flooed over straight away and
convinced Andromeda to let him take care of it. She had been very understanding
about Harry’s desire to bury Remus
with his own parents and agreed immediately that they should both be laid to
rest there.
Harry
discovered that he was able to still access his vault (which gave Charlie and
George plenty of ammunition to tease Ron, asking him if he’d like to go and
have a look at Harry’s family jewels). Harry was
entirely unwilling to enter Diagon Alley and be seen
in public only one week after the Battle of Hogwarts and not all that keen on
trying to go into Gringotts given that the last time
he was there he stole their dragon. The benefit of sending Bill was made clear
when he returned and revealed he and Fleur were both still gainfully employed.
Harry left the funeral service arrangements to Andromeda and arranged payment
for the graves, headstones and caskets. It was a lot to do in one day but his
name made it very easy indeed.
Kingsley
sent Harry back a short note that unless a relative claimed Snape’s
body it would be up to the Ministry to arrange his burial. There was a month in
which his relatives could claim him, after that it was up to the Ministry. Kinglsey also ensured that they were concealed from the
press during Remus and Tonks’s
funeral and sent Ministry cars with dark windows for the day. A few well placed
Confundus charms and a couple of burly Aurors ensured safe passage into the graveyard where a
tall, thin wizard that Harry had never seen before conducted a short service. A
light breeze ruffled the trees as Harry, Ron, George, Percy, Charlie and Bill
carried first Tonks, and then Remus
to the new graves that had been dug next to Lily and James. At first Harry
stared unseeing as the tall, thin man began to talk but then his eyes drifted
towards his parents’ headstone and he read the words inscribed there over and
over. Through the previous two days and the whole process of arranging the
funerals and arriving at Godric’s Hollow Harry and
kept up an emotionless mask, shoving his feelings deep inside, refusing to feel
anything. He arranged things mechanically, ate without tasting and it was only
in his dreams that he felt anything at all. In the mornings he put his mask
back on and wore it without cracking. Now that he was finally standing, for
only the second time, in front of his parents’ graves, listening to the
accolades for two more lives sacrificed for the love of a baby son, the mask
slipped.
Knowing the
events that had occurred the last time she and Harry had ventured here alone
Hermione had kept very close to Harry. As Harry’s
tears began to fall Hermione reached out and grabbed the hand that wasn’t
encased in Ginny’s, holding onto it until the tall, thin man had finished
talking and the caskets were being lowered. Following the service workers
arrived to fill the graves and erect the headstones. Not able to bear watching
that but wanting to see the headstones in place Harry contemplated Teddy for a
moment, who was cradled in Ginny’s arms, the baby happy and blissfully unaware
of how sad this day made everyone else.
“It’s so
different seeing this place in the daylight and not covered in snow,” he heard
Hermione say to Ginny.
“When
exactly were you here?” asked Ginny.
“Christmas
Eve,” replied Hermione. “It was beautiful in its own way then but it looks so
much different now.” Harry turned towards them.
“Have you
ever been here, Ginny?” he suddenly asked. She shook her head and a slight
blush rose on her cheeks.
“Wanted to
though, didn’t you squirt?” interrupted Charlie.
“Don’t call
me squirt!” seethed Ginny and she shot Charlie a glare that Harry knew had
nothing to do with being called squirt. Harry had an idea why she blushed.
“Come on!”
he said suddenly. “Let’s go see it!” Charlie and Ginny looked at him, puzzled.
“What do
you want to see Harry, dear?” Mrs Weasley enquired.
“You’ll
see,” Harry’s eyes were alight with mischief and he grabbed
Ginny’s hand and pulled her towards the gate. “Come on!”
“Harry! If
you go out there, well, there’s people out there and
they’ll see you!” Ginny exclaimed. Harry considered this for a moment.
“Well let’s
all go then, including those two,” and he indicated the Aurors
standing near the Ministry cars. Harry could see that they all thought he’d
finally lost his marbles. He shook his head. “I’m perfectly fine. I want to
show you something. It’s cool. Come on!” The Weasleys
and Andromeda followed him dubiously and the Aurors
brought up the rear and Harry led them out of the gate and emerged into the
square where the statue stood.
“Odd how
those people are having a look at that big square thing there,” said Ron. “What
on earth is it anyway?” Harry grinned.
“Come and
see,” he said mysteriously. As they drew closer to the obelisk in the centre of
the square Harry watched it transform into the statue and heard the gasps of
those around him as it did so.
“It really
is there,” muttered Ginny and she wandered towards it wonderingly, Harry, still
holding her hand, trailed after her. No one noticed them at first as Ginny
stood there gazing up at the statue of Harry and his parents, Teddy blowing
bubbles in her arms. Harry slipped an arm around her waist.
“Hey!” said
Ron suddenly, loudly. “Harry, you look just like the statue standing there like
that!” And suddenly the people in the square turned to look at them.
Harry spent
two hours, shaking hands and talking to people. He didn’t mind. The sunshine
beat down pleasantly on the little square and birds and insects hovered and
buzzed on it’s edges. After
Harry thought he had spoken to every possible person in the little square he
felt a tug on the edge of his robes. Looking down he saw a little boy with
impossibly big blue eyes and curly blonde hair looking up at him solemnly.
Harry smiled at the little boy who just stared back at him. Harry squatted down
to the boy’s level.
“Hello, my
name’s Harry,” he said. “What’s yours?” The little boy just looked at him
before suddenly throwing his arms around Harry’s
neck. Harry put his arms around the little boy and hugged him back. When he
pulled away the little boy smiled shyly at him and scampered off. Harry looked
up from where he was still hunkered down near the ground to see Ginny looking
at him, a soft smile on her face. Teddy had long since been passed back to his
grandmother who had taken him home, so Harry went over to her, gathering her in
a hug. Ginny sighed, putting her arms around him and snuggling into his chest.
Harry stared after the little boy as he was swung onto his father’s shoulders.
“I want to
have kids some day,” Harry said. He smiled down at Ginny as she looked up. “I
think mine will have black hair like me, or maybe red. Red haired babies, I’d
like that.” And he leaned down and kissed her softly. Their kiss was
interrupted by George and Ron.
“Er, things are finished up mate,” Ron said, jerking a thumb
towards the graveyard. “They’ve put the headstone up too.”
“It’s
getting late,” added George. “Those Aurors are
looking mighty restless.” Harry took Ginny’s hand in his and the four of them
made their way back into the churchyard where the rest of them were waiting.
“We’ll give
you a minute, Harry,” said Mr Weasley. “Come on you
lot, we’ll wait in the cars.” Harry kissed Ginny on the forehead and told her
to go on, he wouldn’t be long. A new gleaming white headstone sat next to that
of his parents, Remus and Tonks’s
names engraved near the top, their birth and death dates underneath. A small
man suddenly came scurrying over, carrying something wrapped in a cloth.
“Terribly
sorry, Mr Potter, we about forgot this ‘un,” he said
as he carefully placed the parcel on the ground and unwrapped it. Inside was a
gleaming white stone. It was smaller than the other two but matched them
perfectly.
“It’s
okay,” said Harry. “Let me do it, you can go, and thank you.” The man nodded
and collecting his cloth walked away. Harry levitated the smaller stone into
place between the two larger headstones, the writing on it clear in the
sunlight streaming through the trees.
In memory of
Sirius Black
“Padfoot”
1960 – 1996
Harry heard
a rustle and turned to see George standing nearby.
“I thought
they should all be together, you know?” he said, his voice only a little
strained. “The Marauders. Well the ones who weren’t
dirty rats anyway. I know he’s not really there, I can’t bury him, but they’re
together. They need to be together here too.” George just nodded as he stood
shoulder to shoulder with Harry as the sun slipped lower on the horizon.
“You’re
right, it’s not much to show for a life, names, dates…” Harry trailed off. He
noticed George get out his wand.
“You want
to add something to it,” George said. “Something that tells
you something about them.” Harry watched as George carefully etched two
words on the memorial for Sirius, nestled between the graves of his two best
friends. George slung his arm around Harry’s shoulder
as they walked back to the cars. Harry took one last look at the monuments,
gleaming in the late afternoon sun and read the words that George had etched.
Mischief Managed.