Harry
Potter sat on the cold stone floor, his invisibility cloak on the ground beside
him, his eyes wide and fixed on the huge mirror that stood before him. It had been a few days, perhaps a week,
since Harry had accidentally stumbled upon this room for the first time. The image he had seen when he had
looked into the mirror hadn't been what he had expected at all,
Instead
of seeing nothing but a skinny boy with broken glasses and unruly black hair,
he saw himself surrounded by other people, people who, although he didn't know
them, looked strangely familiar, like something out of a dream. ON one side of the mirror, there was a
dark haired man, also with glasses, who seemed like a larger version of Harry
himself, albeit not as skinny, and with hazel eyes instead of green.
Behind
the man, there were dozens more people, old and young, who all seemed quite
happy and content in each other's company. They were all smiling at him, some out of freckled faces
with hair the color of pumpkins, some past hair as black as his own.
And,
standing beside him, with one hand on his shoulder, was a beautiful woman with
thick red hair, a kind, open smile, and piercing green eyes. Very familiar
green eyes. Then, in a flash, the
words he had heard so many times since he had entered this strange new world
entered his mind: "You have your mother's eyes"
Harry's
breath caught in his chest. It couldn't beÉcould it? His mother was dead, he
knew that. She had been dead ever since he had been a year old! But deep down, Harry knew that this
woman, somehow, was his mother. It
wasn't reason or logic, just pure instinct, but Harry knew his instincts were
almost always right. Then, the
man, he realized, must be his father! Harry looked back at him, surprise etched
onto his face.
He
couldn't believe it. All those years fantasizing about what his parents had
been like, and now here they were, right in front of him, their faces close
enough to touch.
Harry
walked up to the mirror, and pressed his fingers to its smooth, cool metal. Harry
traced the outline of his father's face, and then of his mothers, trying to
brand the images irremovably onto his memory.
Every
night since, he had come here, under the safety of his invisibility cloak, just
to gaze into his parents' faces, to see their hands resting gently on the
"mirror-Harry"s shoulders.
As
Harry lay there on the cold floor, he told his parents everything he could
think to talk about, about Dudley, about school, about how wonderful it was to
be at Hogwarts. He made up stories
to tell them, imagining that his parents were still alive to hear them, that at
any minute they would emerge from their glass prison and pull their son into an
embrace.
To
Harry, the strangest part of the whole situation was that when he showed the mirror
to Ron, Ron hadn't been able to see Harry's parents. He had just seen himself, experiencing the glory and
recognition he had always craved.
Much as this had confused Harry, it hadn't diverted him from spending
all his nighttime hours entranced by the mirror.
Harry
sighed, a sad, resigned sigh.
After all these nights, he almost felt like he knew these people in some
strange way, but it made him sad to think of how well he could, have known them, if only they had lived.
His
mother could have kissed him every night and tucked him into bed. His father could have been the one to
teach him to ride a broomstick.
Not for the first time in the last week, a tear trickled down Harry's
face. He wiped it away, annoyed
with himself for crying so easily.
'I
wish he hadn't killed them!' Harry thought angrily. 'I wish I hadn't had to live with the Dursleys!' He knew it was stupid, but this was the
first time he had really thought about what it really would have been like to
live with his parents, never really known what could have been until he saw
their faces.
"I
wish I could have known them!" Harry's voice was low and hard, barely
above a whisper, but Harry was still a bit surprised that he had actually given
voice to his thought. Suddenly,
Harry heard behind him a soft rustle, like that of robes shifting slightly.
Harry
froze. Slowly, Harry turned
around, silently willing his heart to stop beating so bloody loudly. If Harry had been nervous a few moments
ago, he was terrified now. He was
now standing face to face with a man with oily black hair and what seemed to be
a personal vendetta against Harry, a man named Severus Snape. Harry was dead;
he was sure of it. It might be a
good idea to start digging his own grave. Harry was quite sure that his face
now bore a look of outright terror.
Maybe he had actually been petrified, Harry thought. It certainly felt
like that.
But
one thing struck Harry as..wellÉstrange. Snape's eyes, so often narrowed in disgust towards
him, weren't even directed at Harry.
Instead, Snape was staring straight into the depths of the mirror. He was, if it was possible, paler than
usual, and he looked to Harry like he had seen a ghost.
"Go
to bed, Mr. Potter," Snape hissed.
His words were as icy as always, but the words seemed to lack their
usual malice.
Not
wanting to remain in Snape's presence any longer than necessary, Harry obliged
willingly. Only sheer willpower
combined with stubborn pride stopped Harry from sprinting madly toward the
door. He really must be dreaming! Snape hadn't given him a detention, or
even taken points.
Just
when Harry had reached the door, Snape's voice from behind his back stopped him
cold.
"Mr.
Potter, the mirror will be moved as of tomorrow, and I strongly suggest to you
that you do not try to find it. It
shows you only your deepest desire, and not a shred of truth," Snape spat
bitterly. "Stronger men than
you have gone mad staring into it's depths."
He
seemed to be finished speaking, and so Harry hurried away. But has he did, Harry could
of sworn he heard a voice, silky, smooth, and barely above a whisper.
:"I'm
sorry."