DISCLAIMER: I own
nothing except the Original Characters that come along in later chapters.
SUMMARY: This is
the story of three sisters who loved and needed each other more than words
could ever say say. This is the saga of a young girl who was betrayed by
someone she trusted, of a young woman who turned to the Dark to escape her
pain. This is the history of the
woman who became the Dark LordÕs most trusted lieutenant. This is the
story of Bellatrix Black, the girl who wasnÕt always evil.
The
crackling fire sent light dancing across the room, and shadows falling on the
face of the young girl sitting stiffly on a chair, in front of the hearth. Her
eyes seemed to be burning brighter than the fire itself, though her hair was as
dark as night. The harsh lines and resolute expression on her face seemed
strange to be on one so young. The
girl was no older than six, but even at that young age she seemed to emanate a
strange energy, making others wary of her. The girlÕs eyes drifted from the fire, to a light on the
small bed in the corner of the room, and the tiny girl who slept there. Her
small chest was rising and falling gently, her white blond hair strewn in soft
tendrils across her face.
Footsteps
approached the room, making their way stealthily down the stone hallway outside
the bedroom. Slowly the door creaked open, and an older girl with chestnut
brown hair tiptoed into the room. She stopped abruptly when she saw the filled
chair in front of the fire.
ÒBella,Ó she
hissed, her voice barely above a whisper. ÒYouÕre still awake?Ó
The black haired
girl tore her eyes from the dancing flames to respond.
ÒYes Andy, I
couldnÕt fall asleep. I could hear Mum and you fighting downstairs.Ó
AndyÕs
face darkened. ÒSorry you had to hear that,Ó She murmured, wincing, although
she knew this wasnÕt the first argument her little sister had witnessed. Her
elders were, in her mind, bigots who considered themselves superior to everyone
around them because they were ÒpurebloodÓ wizards, from a long magical line.
ÒWhy,
Andy? Why must you always make them angry?Ó Bella snapped, her eyes full of
hurt and anger.
ÒBella,
IÉÓ Andy trailed off with a sigh.
She knew it was useless to try to explain, her sister would never
understand.
Silently,
Andy wrapped her arms around her younger sister, pulling her close to her
chest. At first Bella remained
stiff, her frame seemed to resist the comforting embrace. But after a moment,
she seemed to collapse, letting down her defenses, and her tiny body began to
convulse with silent tears.
For
a moment, silence filled the room, as a communication beyond words passed
between the two, the older soothing the younger.
When
BellaÕs sobs began to subside, she turned her tear stained face upward, her
dark eyes meeting the brown of her sisterÕs.
ÒWhy?
Why do you have to go?Ó She whimpered, her voice barely audible over the
crackle of the brightly burning fire.
Andy
could only hold BellaÕs fierce gaze for a moment, and then glanced away. She studied the ceiling, analyzing
every crack in the stone with her eyes, before answering.
ÒBella,
you know I have to go. Everyone
goes when they turn eleven. YouÕll
be there too, in a few years,Ó Andy instantly regretted her words, as she seen
BellÕs crestfallen face and realized that five years must seem like an eternity
to Bella.
ÒIÕll be back for
Christmas and Easter. And you can always send me an owl while IÕm there. IÕll tell you everything about
Hogwarts; IÕll owl you every week!Ó She said hurriedly, desperately trying to
reassure her sister.
ÒEvery
day!Ó Bella insisted, the beginnings of a smile playing across her lips.
Andy
rolled her eyes. ÒEvery other day, and thatÕs my final offer,Ó She replied
playfully.
ÒDeal,Ó
Bella said, the smile now firmly in place upon her dark features.
ÒCome
on, letÕs get you to bed,Ó Andy said, her smile not reaching her eyes. She scooped Bella up in her arms, and
began carrying Bella to her bed.
Bella
gave a squeal of excitement at being carried, before she was laid gently onto
the soft mattress of her bed. Bella pulled the sheets over her, leaving only
her head uncovered.
Andy
sat down on the bed next to Bella, and stroked her hair for a moment.
ÒPromise me, youÕll
take care of Cissy while IÕm one,Ó Andy murmured, her voice serious. ÒYouÕll be
the big sister while IÕm gone. YouÕll have to look out for each other.Ó
ÒI
promise,Ó Bella said emphatically, bobbing her head up and down, her dark curls
bouncing in the firelight.
ÒIÕll
be back again before you know it!Ó
Andy added, realizing that she was trying to convince herself as much as
her sister. ÒIÕll always be there for you, even if IÕm not here.
Understand?Ó She turned away from
her sister for a moment to brush away a tear that she didnÕt wanted Bella to
see.
Bella
nodded once more, saying nothing.
ÒAll
right, goodnight then,Ó Andy whispered, kissing her sister gently on her
forehead.
Andromeda
walked slowly to her own bed in the room the three sisters shared. She hated the thought of leaving Bella
here with the horrible people who, regretfully, were their parents. She knew that Bella, even at the age of
six, could take care of herself well enough because she was strangely stoic for
her age. But stillÉ she felt
incredibly guilty as she lay down on her own bed, pulling the sheets around
her-more for the comforting embrace they provided than for warmth.
She knew that it wasnÕt her at fault for
going away to school, but she felt guilty regardless; guilty that part of her
was incredibly, ecstatically happy to be leaving here, leaving the hatred and
disapproval, that had been much of her life for the last eleven years. Her parents had never been abusive
outright, but they werenÕt kind people, caring more for wealth than for their
own children. Andy had always
taken care of her sisters, acting for them as the mother they never truly
had. What would happen to them
once she was gone? What would
happen to Narcissa, only four, who still desperately longed for her parentsÕ
love and approval, something her two older sisters had already learned was
futile.
After
a few moments, her eyelids finally began to droop. Her fatigue overwhelmed her
worries, and the fire in the hearth burned itself out.